It's The Little Things I Miss Most

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I've always been the sensitive type tho I might have the 'strong-woman' look. But when you're pregnant, no matter how cool you are, or how hard-headed you are, when the hormones say cry, you'll cry, okay? =p.
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I do, I did cry even over the smallest thing, contohnya menangis bila tengok berita pasal student Mesir selamat balik, saya nangis. But I didn't cry because of the students or the emotional parents welcoming their children home, tapi saya nangis tengok kapal terbang mendarat. !___!
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But of course, I'm trying my level best not to let my emotions get the best of me, tho it's reallyyyy hard as it's uncontrollable, especially when it comes to the owh-hubby-is-not-here thing.
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But it's good to know that he misses you as much. I know he is doing everything he could to make sure I don't miss him too much. He will call me everyday via satellite phone tho it is costly. He'll make sure he sends me at least 4 emails everyday; 1 bila dah bangun, 1 bila lunch break, 1 bila dah habis kerja & 1 before he goes to bed.
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And so, this entry is for him. I know he will read this one day. So abang, these are the little things that I miss the most about you sayang...
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Saya rindu bila abang bangun pagi, lepas mandi, abg terus kemas katil, even when i'm still sleeping, u still made your side of bed. Tho sometimes it annoys me, =p, but it makes me smile in my sleep without you noticing. =)
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Saya rindu bila abang amik saya balik keje, abang terus tanya, "kita nak dinner apa malam ni syg?". Okay, tak menyempat, memang abang ni kuat makan ye. =p
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Saya rindu bila abang tolong saya masak kat dapur, bila abang tanya pasal bawang... "baby, besar mana nak potong ni, banyak mana ni, ish, pedihnya mata", saya rindu bila abang cakap "nanti syg dah masukkan semua dlm kuali, biar abang kacau k, tapi syg ajar dulu mcm mana nak kacau". Saya rindu bila abang cakap "dah masak nanti, biar je semua, nanti abang basuh".
But yang paling saya rindu, "syg....sedapnye! Pandainya isteri abg masak", tho I know, taklah sedap sangat punnn.. =p
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Saya rindu bila saya sakit, bila saya pening kepala, bila saya demam,bila saya sakit perut, bila saya muntah-muntah, you'll never leave my side, even if it means you cant watch your favourite team in action. You'll do anything to ease my pain, walaupun hanya dengan usap kepala saya...
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I can't think of anything else right now...because my eyes are all blurry...
Banyak lagi yang saya rindu pasal abang...
Saya terlalu rindukan abang... sangat-sangat rindu sayang...
Saya rindu semua benda yang kita buat sama-sama...
Saya rindu pandangan abang...
Saya rindu abang cakap-cakap dengan our baby, telling our baby how much you love him/her... Saya rindu bila abang start cakap pasal baby stuff, baju baby, nama baby, and the list goes on... *
Saya rindu abang... sumpah... saya rindu abang sangat-sangat....