Bandung/Jakarta Escapade. Part 1

Assalamualaikum.

Nearly a month ago, my family & i went for our so called-annual trip to bandung & jakarta..iye iye, saye tau, dh sebulan dh pun, tp memandangkn cuti2 nih xde benda sgt nk buat, so rase terrajin sket nk upload gambo2 time jlan2 arituh.

frankly, x byk sgt amik gamba pon, byk gamba merepek kitorang tersengeh2 je. and also, x byk gi tempat2 tourist jalan2 pon except for SHOPPING punye tempat. seriously, 4 days at bandung/jakarta, kitorang shopping semata! ^_^

to & fro, we flew MAS, wic was ok, since tido je dlm flight kan, nothing much to say. from KL to jakarta, it took us 2hrs & 45mins. upon arrival, we straight away gi bandung. during our stay, abah chartered a van with his regular driver, pak ari. journey to bandung took us almost 3 hours.

sampai je, ape lg nk dibuek, melainkan shopping shopping & shopping! we stayed at hotel jayakarta, ok-lah but with few flaws here & there. tp abah dissapointed sgt with the services, nothing near to a 4 star quality, hampeh!

next day, kitorang jalan2 lah jugak to tourist spots kt bandung tuh. klau ikut hati we girls nk shopping je tp si jejaka2 yg ade tuh dah jeling menjeling bg warning je, hahahha. so, kitorang pun gi lah tangkuban perahu, wic is gunung berapi yg stil lg aktif! tempat die sejuk sgt! owh, bandung nih x panas, die sejuk2 ala2 cameron so sgt best utk jlan2, shopping pon x peloh! (erkk..shopping lg!)


so, here u go, tangkuban perahu!


*kawah gunung berapi. bau sulfur sgt menusuk hidung. tp the scenery, subhanallah, sgt cantek!*

*errkk..aksi x boleh blah mak & abah..hehe..28yrs of mrge & still soooo mengade,hahaha!*


besides shopping, we loooovvveeee the foods at bandung! most people oredi know masakan padang, wic mostly byk gune santan kan, but here, we makan msakan sunda a lot! almost evryday kottt. mkanan sunda ni simple, byk ulam & sambal, sup & goreng2. tp tu lah kan, kitorang nih suke amik gamba sendiri tersengeh2, x suke amik gambo mkanan, suke mkan je!

place to hit if u ol gi bandung, this one restoran called DAPUR SANGKURIANG. famous kt bandung tuh sbb sedaaapp sgt! tmpat die pon cantek, ade small huts, mkan bersila, ade muzik bali, heaven sgt! ^_^

* Q, Me, Abg long & DD - muke kontrol lapaq*



* ulaman & sambal, air jeruk hangat aka warm orange squeeze*

*muke2 perot penoh, esp abah ^_^*


owh ye, lupe nk cite. otw naek gi tangkuban perahu tuh, ade byk kedai2 jual satay. we ol mule2 ingat sate biase, so ckap kt pak ari, nnti otw back to city, nk singgah la jap. so we did.

this is the part yg muntah2. they were selling sate arnab, itek & KUDA!!! arnab-kelinci, itik-bebek, kuda-kuda lah. but STILL, satay kuda okaayyy!

i thought my brothers & sister are humane enuf not to hv a taste but they did! uurrgghhhh, i know, x baek for me to rase kesian at rezeki but honestly, i cried ok! my elder bro offered me sejuta rupiah, lebey kurang rm300 if i were to eat those satay..huhuh...x mau! *_*

x mau ckap byk lagik, tgk la sendiri..iskkk...


*my lil' brother, Q, with all happy smiles on his face...isskkk...*


*the SATAYS. me in orange blouse, i was forced to get close to the satays... !_! *


ok..thats for bandung...ngeri ~

Pilihan Hati.

Assalamualaikum...


Before i graduated in April this year, few friends & relatives asked me as to whether i'm interested in joining the judiciary or legal services (as in working for the Govt as prosecution officer or legal counsel).

my answer, a simple No.

i hv my utmost respect for those who are in & who will be joining the judiciary or legal services. but for me, i hv my simple reason for not opting to join the two. salary wise, yes, both offer great figures with benefits & of course with the leaves allocation which is salivating, esp for person like me who is holiday-craze! ^_^

my reason, i want to practice law.

i want to hv a taste of being a practising lawyer. i know & am very much aware that to be one, i hv to endure the fact that i hv to start from scratch, and for starter, to be a chambering student which is not easy. and when the chambering ends, start from scratch again to be a legal assistant to senior practitioners. see, byk scratching kan?

and for the record, i am not a strong person (mentally). i tend to hv few breakdowns, esp during the past 7 months. i never thought that chambering would be this difficult, esp when u are learning so much but life is not fair right? and i think, life doesnt hv to be fair. we should search for the fairness & not to blame life.

i WANT to practice law. again.

i want to know how it feels to hv a client comes to u with all sorts of problem & doesnt know where to start with.

i want to know how it feels to put the pieces together.

i want to know how hard it is to read & read & read hundreds or even thousands of cases just to hv ONE good authority to support your case.

i want to know how it feels not to hv enough time to file this & that, to draft pages of cause papers & submissions, and how it feels to stay up late just for doing those things.

i want to know how it feels to dress in black & white everyday and march to the court without knowing that that day...will you win, or will you lose.

i want to know how it feels to hv the judicial officers screaming & barking at you whenever you do something wrong, or whenever you fail to please them.

and i want to know how it feels to win a case. and how it feels to lose a case.



i know, sounds lame enough for THOSE who are NOT interested to practice law.

i wont have good cash, but i will have enough for my family & my living,insyallah.

i wont have people looking up at me, and some maybe even shun me, but i know i'm going to help a lot of people, insyallah.

but most importantly, i will have my self-satisfaction. one day, if i live long enough to be old (insyallah), i know i will smile & say "i did the right thing."



so readers, ask yourselves, what do you really want to do, or to be.


because i know, i already hv my pilihan hati.


alhamdulillah. =)

Chicken Soup for the Soul

Assalamualaikum...

Nostalgic kan post title tuh?

ingat lg dulu time skola rendah selaluuu sgt bace buku chicken soup for the teenage soul & after tuh bile dh besar sket, chicken soup for the soul. jack canfield is the soul for these books, sgt2 touching & motivating. bile bace buku die, kita akan realize yg sejahat mana pun seseorang itu rase dirinya, pasti ada satu soft spot dlm soul kita yg buat kita nih as humane as others. =)


ok, kali nih bukan nk cite psal buku tuh. aku nih klau nk cite psal buku, smpai taun depan pon x abes. jack canfield, john grisham, sidney sheldon, jodi picoult, mario puzo, nora roberts, dan brown, michael crichton, nih sume fav authors, yg semi-fav authors x campor lg tuh..hehe...byk kan? nnti la, bile keyboard nih bole type secara automatic ape saje yg keluar dr mulut aku, aku cite k psal kegilaan aku bace novel? =p *bile la ekk nk ade keyboard camtuh.. ^_^*


back to the REAL life. hari nih, my mom x sehat, x bole nk bangun sbb die pening2 & sakit belakang. kesian kt mak. =(


so, memandangkan aku cuti panjang sempena bos yg baek hati bg cuti kt SEMUA staf termasuk lawyer & clerks dari 25hb dec smpai 4hb jan *lame kan! yeay!* aku dgn penuh kesedaran & rase tanggungjawab tolong la mak apa yg patut.


mak suruh masak utk lunch sbb adek2 yg berdua tuh ade kt umah. abah lak balik dr jakarta mlam nih, abg long lak balik dr brisbane mlam ni gak, ee je la yg xde sbb die balik mesia sebulan lg, so x bole msak utk die lg, nnti basi,hehe..merepek dah ni..


SO, sbb mak x sehat, pikir2, msak la chicken soup & utk adek2, ade extra lauk - ikan sambal special k.ngah wat..heheee..jeng..jeng..jeng...

First, chicken soup. senang kan. tumis garlic, buah pelaga sket, kulit kayu manis sket, air, campak ayam, campak tomato,carrot & potato, gula garam secukup rase, biar didih. siap. hehe..kan btol, senang je. dh siap dh!



Secondly, ikan sambal. pun senang gak kan. actly, sambal utk ikan nih dah ade awal2 lg, tasha (gf abg long) yg buat. yg specialnye sbb ade kcang dlm sambal tuh. sedappp gile! so td, aku sebenarnye just 'modify' ape yg patut..hehe..

sediakan ikan. ikan nih mule2 aku grill, less thn 5mins utk bg isi die msak, pastu goreng dlm 2 minit utk bg kulit die crispy2 sket. so bile grill, xde la goreng lame sgt kan? healthy healthy!



*the cute fishies ready to be grilled*



*the hot babes*



*proses modify sambal, tambah air, garam, gula,campak bawang & tomato*


*presenting, ikan sambal with crispy kacang!*





ni belum rase lg nih, harap2, xde sape yg complaint, saye cume terima pujian sahaje ye adek2, hehe... ^_^.

bak kate bee, sedap atau tak, janji ade org masakkan, makan je laaaa....xoxo!

3 bulan...

Assalamualaikum...

Yesterday was phenomenal. sory, melebih sket tp seriouslyyyyyyy yesterday marked something of great importance in my life, to be exact, in our future, insyallah..

since mr.red & the rest of his classmates has completed their final exam a month ago, yesterday they went to Wisma Pelaut at Port Klang for the most nerve wrecking interview with the officer in charge there. purpose? for them to obtain approval & qualification as to the competency to sail from the marine department (MarDept as 'affectionately' known by the seafarers =p).

mule2 aku pun x paham jugak, ye la, katenye diorang nih kan engineers under MISC, so knape nk kene gi interview dgn org2 MarDept lak kan. then mr.red dgn sabarnye explain la kt gilpren die yg dh mule nk wat sesi soal jawab nih. die ckap "u ol lawyers nih masing2 ade firm n boss masing2 kan? tp korang still kene subject to bar council gak kan klau nk di approvekan layak jd lawyer, kan? kan? kan?". bijak kan mr.red senyapkan aku.heeee...ye bos,paham paham!

ok, berbalik kpd cite asal. knape aku bising sgt psal interview diorang tuh. sebab nye, klau x lepas, maknanye diorang fail n kene repeat balik oral exam diorang tuh, or the nightmare is, they have to re-do they'll punye cadetship for at least 3 months, AGAIN!

and mind you, memang ade candidates yg kene mcm tuh...kesian kan...bile kene mcm tu, terpaksa la terima dugaan yg lambat lg nk kerja n start new episode in life...sbb tuh aku dan mr.red sgt takut die tak lepas....isskkkk..

one nite before the interview, both of us were so cuak. hell cuak. i know, aku over la jugak kan pesan kt die mcm2, kalah mak die, kalah ayah die, tp tu la kan, dh namenye cuak, mcm2 la aku pesan...beringat...

first day (mr.red listed on 2nd day), there were 7 candidates n only 3 of them lepas...mr.red dh gigil2 takut kan, aku lg la over, mcm nk nanges pon ade... ^~^

when his turn came yesterday, aku sgt la cuak smpai ape pun x jadi...imagine klau aku yg kene interview, lagi la sakit kan...pagi2 gi court for decision, kes kalah (p/s: kak k, kes Dato' P tuh kalah,hahahha). dlm hati, dah rase laen mcm..jeng jeng jeng.....isk isk x baek, x baek...

then dlm keta otw back to ofce, rase x sedap ati...smpai kt ofce, ofce gelap, BLACKOUT! adoii...lagi la bernyanyi perut aku nih...taboo ke ape nih...isk isk...x baek la kn nk pkir yg bukan2 tp STILL, takut ok....

aku berkira2 nk call @ sms mr.red tp maria ckap "jgn y...biar je,nnti die call la tuh bile dh siap" ok,handphone campak jauh2...shhooosshhh....

then pukul 12.15, handphone yg nyanyi lagu so much in love itu mule menjerit2...mr.red tepon!

mr.red: hmmm.....u, klau 3 bulan tuh...lame tak...?

aku: lama...tp xpe la kan b...rezeki Allah ade kt mane2....

mr.red: 3 bulan gi belayar lame x....

aku: (mata dh berkaca2....) hmmm....lame...tp kita kn dh biase kn syg..... (ayat nk pujuk hati sndiri..isk....)

mr.red: klau 3 bulan kt darat, lame x....

aku: lame...tp kita boleh ckp hari2...tp xpe la b, 3 bulan je kan b, pastu kita bole plan all over again kan b... (dah nanges.....)

mr.red:oh ye ke, klau camtu, kita ckap la hari2!

aku: hah?

mr.red: saye pass syg! yeeaaaaaa!

aku: b!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sambil lompat2)

alhamdulillah!! =)

in few months time, my mr.red will start to sail again! =) this time around, as a marine engineer...congrats bee, i know u can do it, i do hv faith in you!

me cant wait to announce THAT!!!

That Pretty Creature. And Love.

assalamualaikum...

it has been so long since my last post.

not that im not into updating n blogging n stuff but the internet connection has been cut-off deliberately by the ignorant n self fish management.

im not complaining, not even a slight sighing but just dissapointed. rily.

but the grass is always greener on the other side rite?

just have to look for it.

but in my fortunate case, i didnt hv to struggle to smile again.

despite the hectic days at work, my greeener grass has something grown on it.

hehehe. one pretty creature which came in with a comforting smile.

everytime i went or passed by toys r us, i've always wanted that pretty creature called ROSE from animal alley.

cantik.

n of course, adorably cute.

but of course thing is adorable when it's cute.

but what surprised me was, he knows all this while and remembers that i rily like the pretty creature.

so on that day, when i was so so so so tired n not in the mood for ANYTHING, he showed up, with that pretty creature in his hands.





he (and of course that pretty creature) has just made my day.

thank you b, u r the best buddy ever.

*saye kene tag*

assalamualaikum...

kak kay yg tgh tersengeh2 di opis barunye itu telah men-tag diriku utk jawab soklan2 di bawah..layan je la kan, at least lg sejuta kali best dr nk jwab soklan ethics exam *nangess...*

sila2....

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
= tiru friendster - in a relationship. & looking forward to the next momentum. ngeeee.....


2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him.
= 1. he adores me so much *molekul perasan yg sgt tinggi!*
= 2. very, very, very caring.
= 3. full of perspective towards the world aka sgt suke berfikir.
= 4. a sportsman
= 5. very, very, knowledgeable, bole geng dgn bakal ayah mertua..opssss...hehe...


3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
= memberanikan diri bawak me n friends naek overnite di atas kapal yg sgt besar semata-mata nk jumpa me after years & nk bwak me jlan2 atas kapal die, in the end, die kene marah dgn kapten kapal die..hehe...cayalah b!




4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you?
= on his knees (almost lahh... =p ) : "syg, i promise u, when i sign off from my first ship; i will pinang u, will u do me the honor...? "



5. If she/he become your lover, you will
= love him endlessly & be his bestfriend for the rest of our lives, insyallah...



6. If she/he become your enemy, you will…
= pinch myself & wake me up from my dream. *ayat xnak terima kenyataan !_! *



7. If she become your lover, he/she has to improve
= nothing. he's perfect in his own way. *eyyy....ni bkn jiwang2 ye, ini knyataan hakiki*



8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is…
= im behaving so, so, so badly...nauzubillah...



9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
= hehehe...hanya liza yg tahu.... peace ^_^



10. The overall impression of her/him is…
= he completes me.



11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
= pompuan nih betul ke x...hahahha....



12. The character of you for yourself is?
= independent.



13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
= grumpy ~



14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
= my mom



15. For the people who care about and like you, say something about them.
= parents &siblings - tho u guys drive me crazy, i wil alwiz love u'll. hehehe..
= my other half - no words best to describe u bee. thank you =)



16. Eleven people to tag:
= saye x kenal ramai sgt org yg berblogging neyh, so sape2 je sile akui diri anda di tag oleh saye. =) muahxs!

post-iduladha

assalamualaikum...

hi y'all!

glad to be back to tanah air terchenta... *haha...ketidakwarasan berlaku*ehehe, ceh...mcm la jauh sgt kan gi holiday...

sbenarnye nk update psal cuti2 indonesia tp tgh kemalasan yg amat sgt dan dgn rasminye saye menyalahkan mak saye yg masak nasi tomato dgn lauk aym msk merah & pajeri nenas, dan juga mnyalahkan gelpren abg saye, tasha, yg masak rendang ayam, rendang daging, lemang, ketupat, lontong dan sambal kacang ^_^! *senyum penuh bahagia*



resolusi akhir tahun no.2 sudah ade dlm pikiran saye... (resolusi no.1 WAS x nk mlas2 update blog neyh, tp akhirnye resolusi ituu hnya tggal kenangan, tp xpe, akn ku hidupkan balik resolusi ituuu... =p)


resolusi no.2 >>>> x mo mkn nasik selama 6 bulan,minimum! *aiiiishhhhh..mcm susah jek!* before puase arituh, from bulan 6, i didnt eat rice but it ws 4 my convocation and raye, konon2 nk kurus nk pkai bju baru.. *tp obviously la xde bezanye pun sbb sebuk mkn benda laen!*

tp insyallah,kali ini akan dikuatkan semangat utk berdiet dgn jayanye! motif >> supaya bila call to the bar nnti i wont look like a bulk or pile of clothes when robed.. owh,robe ituu sgt besar okayy! *nanges*

mr.red aka my motivator cum dietician cum observer cum health trainer cum bebel-ing boyfren dh maen 'ugut2' lak,says dat he wont sponsor my slimming package next year if dis time i maen2 wif my slimming *konon* diet plan..isskkk...so i guess dis time i will keep my head up & berusaha! *chaiyok2 Y, gambate!!*


tomorrow wil be my ethics seminar, then on thursday is the exam..pening2, but i hv to pass, if not nnti kene sambung jd chambee lg, so mcm mane nk jadik lawyer...sob..sob...x prepare sgt lg..tp kak kay ckp relek2 aje, goreng2 je...*akak, sy ikut ckp akak, kalo pape jd, saye cari akak dulu !_! *

so peeps, doakan lah saye ye...nnti saye leh jd peguam yg dah dpt kelayakan utk membebel secara rasmi...*ngeeeeee....jahattttt*

till next post eyh...hpy weekdays! * ade ke....? =p *

salam iduladha =)

assalamualaikum...

anda semua di luar sana, salam iduladha...aidiladha, hari kebesaran umat Islam yang paling agung, bersama-samalah kita menghayati segala pengorbanan dari setiap segi sudut,insyallah,kita akan beroleh cahaya kemenangan dariNya...

selamat mkan mcm2 jenis lauk daging lembu/kambing/unta jugak! hehe...

my fmly & i will be going to jakarta & bandung for our holiday, starting fr tomorrow till petang raye,ehehe...wwooossshhhhhhhh,shopping!!!

jgn rindu-rinduan ye... *esp to mr.red...oppsss...heheh...*

happy holidays guys!!!

happy anniversary! xoxo!

assalamualaikum...

dear abah & mak, happy anniversary to both of u! 28 years of mrge, dem, lame sgttt....! rily admire both of u, u guys were married more then ever, seriously, if u guys out ter cud hv a look on how my parents are so into each other, u wil laugh ur heart out, they r like bestfriends! ^_^

smoga ikatan yg telah dibina selama 28 tahun ini berkekalan hingga ke syurga,insyallah.. *quoting q nye ucapan dlm kad,hehe..* we brothers n sisters cud never ask for a better parents, u guys r the best! sory, bagi kad biase2 jek, but we family rily enjoyed our lamb shoulders,smoked salmon,triple play n glasses of sejuk2 drinks at chillis smlam kan?kan?kan?kan? best! best! *rase nk mkn camtuh hari2,owh junkie junkie!*

aniways, abah & mak, happy anniversary!!! thnk u for everything,muuaaxxxxxhhkkksssss!!!

the reasons behind everything good in my life ~ them.

TLC

assalamualaikum....

hari ni masih lg dlm mood nk tulis entri pnjang b'jela, n masih lg dlm mood nk story mory psal zman kanak2 ribena, zman2 di skolah,esp kt tepeng *actly,taiping,but locally pronounced as TEPENG,kicking! =p*...

me dulu after upsr skola kt mrsm dungun *kg abahku terchenta!!*..then after pmr, transit jap kt mrsm muar@muo *n now saye nk ngaku saye nih junior dr syeikh muszaphar sbb die ensem..owh ~* hehe..pastu baru b'mule episod 2tahun yg byk sgt bitter sweet memories kt mrsm tepeng!

mrsm tepeng, known as a school yg pentingkn academic excellence n me was no exception. not dat i ws excellent, but me x t'lepas drpd dikerah otak utk blajo siang mlam *blueegghhhh* memandangkn parents aku beriya2 sgt nk aku blajo sains bagai, aku dgn separuh rela smbung blaja kt tepeng, wlaupun hati nih m'berontak nk gi skola biase kt umah n amik arts stream, so bole jd lawyer, tp xpe la, at the end,alhamdulillah, jadik gak lawyer...

tp bukan itu nk diblogkan ari nih.. ari nih aku nk jd sentimental@blues@kenangan MODE...memories kt tepeng, x byk yg aku ingat psal study *obviously lah kan!* but here, i met true friends, repeat, friendS, ramai okayy...satu geng, n we ol nih sekepala amat, tp sekepala yg menentang arus norma kehidupan kt mrsm tepeng nih *haaaa...aku dh start ayat nk wat karangan nih....*

mula2, ade 6 org..me,paa,chueda,nopi,fadot ngan yan...kitorng sume satu dorm,dipisahkn oleh cube yg comei2 kt blok cempaka tuh..pastu qlod msuk,then nuai,then anne,atork,ela,cindai,yati..hmm...ade sape2 lg ek...rasenye sume dh sebut....

bdak2 laki pnggil kitorang TLC....derang ckp kitorng nih Team Lagak Cun..hahahhaa...guling2 kitorang dulu time dpat tau yg kitorang sume ade name geng...tp thnx to Dewa *name geng dak laki yg bg name kt kitorng, lagi sejuta kali x leh blah kn name geng diorang? =p *, we ol suke sgt dgn name TLC tuh..heheh...kekal smpai skrg ^_^ n i must say, the name is one of the reasons why we girls are glued to each other rite until now.. BIG muuaaahhhxxxxxx!

hmm...byk yg TLC dh buat same2...one thing dat make we sekepala was dat we were so much different from others at our skool. we were different in our characters *evryone is*. but that differences were the same among us..hmm paham x? mcm mane ekk nk xplain...

let me put it dis way..like i said b4, we girls sekepala yg menentang arus norma kehidupan kt mrsm tepeng nih...kt tepeng, students were trained to be academic oriented, i mean, we girls pun study gak but mrsm tepeng nih ade its own way of training n ajar the students how to excel n it is a MUST. tp kitorang x suke dgn benda tuh *especially aku* darah muda remaja, so to rebel was the only way out.

we looked for things dat we like to do most to deviate the kebencian inside us with the academic-excellence-oriented-system. me, i drained myself to debating n bahas stuff *mr.red ~~..oppss...tgedik lak*, nopi & qlod-sports, paa,cuda,yan,fadot,atork-lepaking around but stil sooo brainy, same mcm nopi&qlod. anne,gediking around,hehe..but not slutting ye, but comeling around ^_^. n the other girls,campo2 doing stuff n ol.

but the most important thing was we stick to each other, stood up for each other's back. gadoh2 dgn segala bagai kuasa autoriti kt skola tuh jgn cite la kan, warden,cikgu disiplin,haja mydin,cikgu homeroom,cikgu x homeroom,cikgu pj,n paling penting bwp,ldp *ala2 prefect skola rendah tu la* yg sebok kejar kitorng sane sini *n kitorang pon layan je la kn,diorng maen kejar2,kitorng pon lari la..weeeeee*

smpai satu tahap ni, cikgu cikgi dh x tau nk watpe ngan kitorang, diorng pisahkn kitorng dr duk same2 kt 1 dorm..ade yg kene pindah bawah,pindah dorm sbelah, tukar bilik,mcm2 la..credit to cuda la kan, aku rase mcm sume dorm batch kitorang pun die penah rase,heheh...tp tu la silap cikgu, diorang wat camtu, lg btambah hantu la kan kitorang, bak kate paa, makin nk mengembangkan pengaruh TLC kt ahli2 laen. =p

tp betapa nakalnye pun kitorang, kitorang stil x abaikan study 100% *mungkin kitorang abaikan 79.3% sahaje..hehe..* x caye? buktinye sudah ade,alhamdulillah....5 of us are doctors to be, 3 engineers, 1 geochemist, 1 architect, me loyar buruk, d others r in greatness as well.... alhamdulillah.........

buat cikgu2..kami mungkin x dpat spenuhnya keberkatan ilmu...tp senakal-nakal kami, kami hanya menjadi diri sendiri...siapa tahu, kalau kami paksa diri kami ikut arus, kami akan tenggelam.....kami minta maaf atas segalanya....tapi kami harap, sekiranya ada student2 yg mcm kami, jgn lah be too hard on them...give them the freedom they want,with restrictions, of course.....

to TLC.....no word best to describe u girls! i just love u girls so much! mmg sume org benci kita dulu sbb kita wat hal sendiri, we were the black sheeps of mrsm tpg *tp comeeii okayyy...*, tp kita ade LIFE kt tmpat yg kureng best mcm mrsm tpg. kita ade each other! rase nk repeat lg, kite ade LIFE...*ok ok y, korang ade life..hehe =p*

kit kit or pu kit! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......ingat x? mmuuaaahhxxxxx!

big B for bosan...

assalamualaikum.........

bosannye hari ni............hari2 pun bosan tp skrg lg bosan.........me dh lame x jmpe mr.red..........me x sabar nk cuti d whole week in 2 weeks time n off to jakarta & bandung for our yearly fmly trip! *owh ee dearie,kesian ee x dpt ikut...xpe2,nxt yr we ol raye di bumi kangaroo itu ye?insyallah..*

owh ye,kak kay dh bjaya meninggalkan firm yg x brape sronok ni,melangkah ke mana pun we ol x pasti lg,tp pape pun, all d best to her,keep in touch ye hakak,jgn tondan2 sgt! =p

bosannye..................................hhmmm......y y, x baek mengeluh......astaghfirullahalazim...........

*b.......rily need u......... !_!*

jabatan pendaftaran negara

assalamualaikum...

heee............since mr.bon2 digambarkan lebih kpd sekor ank kucing dgn gaye jlan terkedek2..so i am now officially announcing that mr.bon2 from now on wil be known as mr.red, honoring his huge interest n passion for team liverpool.....*me glory glory united okaaayyyyyyy*

sgt JPN! ^_^

the 'shortest' 7 years..

assalamualaikum...

greetings! *style krismas sket2,hehe*...dh lame x update,bukan xde cite,tp xtau nk tulis mcm mane...aku x pndai mengayat,eheh..alasan menutup kemalasan semata2..tp hari nih mcm ade benda je nk tulis, xmo sad2 stories,tp nk story mory dlm entri nada menggedik..yeee...tepat skali,ini adalah entri psal boyfriend...so sape2 yg rase nk muntah,mane la tau kot2 weekend ari tuh byk mkan,heheh..get ready to puke guys! ^_^

hmm...i've been in few relationships b4,not dat im proud of any, but those days rily taught me things. but in the middle of those ordinary relationships wic i am now ready to say dat "they were my biggest mistakes", there is one relationship dat i nvr thought of having, wic i am happily experiencing it rite now.

if kak kay has her mr.lampard, cik aan wif her hubby mr.comot, nuai wif her bf mr.ir, i have my mr.bon2. *kawen pun x lagi dh have have lak,hehe*... mr.bon2? dun ask!

we used to be gud friends,back in mrsm tpg. owh,btw, mr.bon2 is my junior, 1 year by age. yes,i dun mind, he doesnt mind, we r hpy wif it..bak kate mak aku,janji agama bagus n hati baek,hehhe..skrg baru terase nk ikut ckap mak jd anak yg taatttt....

ok2,back to the story..as per his story,he first set his eyes on me in 2000. time tuh ade minggu bahasa mrsm semalaysia kt mrsm balik pulau. i was in mrsm dungun, he was in mrsm gerik, & our teams met in final 4 bahas. he said he was jalan2 around the academic building when he saw me rehearsing. cut the story short, he fall in love lah..heheh *baru form 2 tuh....hehehe*

so,dat was his first moment. mine was different. me first know bout him when i was in mrsm taiping n he still in mrsm gerik. we went to mrsm langkawi 4 bahas2 thing again in 2001 n at dat point of time, my teammates wic were his seniors in gerik told me dat ter's dis 1 junior who is so hebat in bahas n i shud go n watch him debating. n so i did. i said to myself, bole tahan jugak la, so nxt yr if he masuk tepeng, bole la join the team. i congratulated him n he x layan me okayyyy!

so 2002 came. he did join our team. he was the 3rd speaker n i ws the 1st speaker, dipisahkan oleh jep. *jefri khairil zabri,dimane ye anda skrg...* surprisingly, fr a person who x layan me at lgkawi, he was soooooo nice to me thruout the 1 year we had 2gether as teammates. blanje2 me, treat me mcm princess btol2, since i was the only girl in the team n d others suke buli2 me. i got the feeling he likes me but me jual mahal la kan.lg pun die junior, ehehe..tp skrg die bgtau yg die sbenarnye xnak ngorat pun *eleeeeee....x ngaku lak!*

2003,2004,2005 passed by without me knowing his whereabouts were....but he knew mine....

2006, we met again....hang around,but only once. i broke his heart 4 giving him false hope. *b..if i cud change evrything... !_!*

16th September 2007.
after a year, he called me. but now, he called from bintulu. he said he was in training @ cadetship wif MISC, as a marine engineer. we texted the whole day...n i remember shortly afta he buka puasa dat day, he called me, saying dat he's leavin 4 japan 4 two weeks n i said ok. n dat was it. nothing out of ordinary.

16th-30th september 2007.
i was in pain. i dun know why, i dun know wut ws it. but one thing i know 4 sure, i cant take him off my mind. all the memories keep coming back, the presents, the bahas trainings, the bahas travellings, the smiles, the laughs, the makan2, everything! i said 2 myself, maybe i get too carried away or in other word, perasan. x mgkin die suke btol2 kt aku sbb dh lame sgt dh, dulu tuh time budak2, skrg dh besar, die keje besar,gaji besar, msti dh ade awek,die call pun sbb nk tnye khabar,u know;catch up n stuff. *sigh....*

30th september 2007.
he ws in pasir gudang, his kapal masuk dry dock, ala mcm servis kapal la kirenye, mcm kete camtuh..afta abis keje, he called me, we sembang2 mcm biase, mcm kawan je, we laughed a lot like ol days, it was so nice at dat time..since it was puase month, we talked til sahur time n afta sahur, he said he has sumthin to tell me. n swear to God, at dat point of time, i didnt think of anythin pelik or perasan2, juz perasaan biase..

n tis is wut he said...

mr bon2: awak,saye rase saye kene bgtau awak nih..

me: ha,ape die, bgtau je la, suspen jek,skema lak.. >> see...me sngguh brutal, x ayu lgsung!

mr.bon2: selama 7tahun nih, saye pegi blajar kt merata tmpat,saye belayar b'bulan2, juz nk cari satu kekuatan. saye rase saye dh cukup kuat dh skrg n ape saje knytaan yg saye akn terima lepas ni, saye akn blapang dada..

me: ish..merepek ape nih..bgtau je la,mcm bahas pun ade la awak nih..

mr.bon2: saye sbenarnye y, saye syg kt awk. saye tau awk mmg tau tp sy x tau sy silap atau x
bila sy x bgtau awk selama 7thun ni. sy slalu cari jalan nk dekatkn diri dgn awk, tp awk slalu hilang..kali ni,sy tekad, sy kene bgtau awk, dr hari pertama sy tgk awk 7thun lepas smpai saat ni, sy x penah bhenti sygkan awk...dpan kaabah sy b'doa, dlm menangis sy b'doa, kt tgh2 laut sy b'doa, sy b'doa sy dpt bgtau awk benda ni, n hidup dgn awk smpai bila2...

me: . . . . . . . . . . . . .saye x tau nk ckap ape. . . . . . . . .

mr.bon2: xpe, xpyah ckp ape2, sy boleh terima apa saje jwpan, tipu lah klau saye ckap sy tak
mgharap, tp sy akan lebih dr bsyukur even klau just dpat b'kawan je dgn awk...sy tau awk takut nk involve dlm relationship lg tp biar sy bgtau awk lg skali, sy akn lebih dr bsyukur klau dpt kwan dgn awk...awk jgn takut k? awk kn brutal,hehhe...

me: *in tears*.......knp awk amik mase lama sgt....

mr.bon2: mgkin saye hebat bile b'bahas, tp sy mmg x pndai dlm benda2 ni..sy tgk frenster awk, tgk gmbr awk dgn x-bf awk, sy sedih, tp hati n naluri sy kuat, sy yakin,insyallah,awk mmg utk sy...bila sy doa dpan kaabah sy nk msuk tepeng utk jumpa awk Allah makbulkan,sy dh tau, insyallah,1 hari nnti, sy akn bsama awk...dah2,awk jgn rase takut or pelik dgn saye...kita kwn je dulu k?awk bole pikir,amik la masa selama mane pun yg awk nak. sy bole tnggu, 7thun pun bole, kacang je..ehehhe..>>cess mamat nih,blagak lak die,heheh...

me: *gelak...smiling...* ^_^ ok, sy akn bgtau awk apa yg sy pikir k..thnk u sbb bgtau sy sume ni
dlm kdaan yg wat sy selesa...nnti sy bgtau awk k? bye..assalamualaikum..





dat was it. wut did i answer him?


there ws no need for any answer.....




b'coz 2weeks after dat, i was in pasir gudang ^_^

mr.bon2 & i in the cool overalls
*lookin happy in that steaming wardrobe malfunction,hehe!*
my 1st 'field trip' to a huge tanker a.k.a kapal besau giler!
*entry on the field trip coming soon ^_^*








p/s: time kaseh krn membaca entri yg pnjang ini. sngguh ku x sangke ku bole type pjg2.hehe..to mr.bon2, senyum2, me love u!

what a day!

assalamualaikum...

hmmm..post header-"what a day!" but to be read in a sighing monotone...siriesly,hari ni mcm antara hari2 yg smngat dlm diri terbang jap *!_!*....

korang penah x rase mcm tetibe je dlm satu hari tuh, kita ada wat salah,kene mrah,org mrah,kita xde wat salah,org mrah gak tp rase x smngat tetibe sbb xde sbb..errkk..maksudnye,rase lemah tetibe,without knowing the reason why....hmm...today is my day...dah lame x rase mcm ni, the last time was a year ago, when he left me (but not for good ekk...*unsur gedik msih bsemangat*..left me for his sailing job (post in progress ^_^)....

ok ok, back to the real world,me rase so lemah sgt2, mcm ade salah satu soul dh tinggalkan jasad dlm bdan,maybe soul tuh merajuk,maybe soul tuh cari body laen,maybe soul tuh gi jlan2...ntah la... *mind me,me nk merepek,altho me know we ade 1 soul je*

to be exact,rase K.O.S.O.N.G................................................

ntah la....smga Dia berikan diri ini kekuatan............



as the world keeps spinning round, im standing still......

welcome meself!

assalamualaikum.....
cuba2 ekk...testing semata...

hi semua...this is the countless time of me creating blog, b4 this ade kt friendster, pastu malas nk update *mcm yg ni rajin je nk update*...so the blogs b4 this dh jd arwah dh la gamaknye..tp ini resolusi baru sempena tahun 2008 yg dh nk abis nih *azam akhir tahun =p*..saye yg akn rajin mengupdate blog di blogspot nih n joining thousands of others to pen my thoughts n inner feelings! *n sesekali menggedik,so hrap2,bole tahan muntah ituu yer*

so,yeay,selamat datang cik elya ezrin ke dunia blogspot! *sedey,kata2aluan utk diri sndirik* tp xpe,janji aku leh tulis mcm2 lepas nih smbil mengisi masa lapang kt opis..oppsss..hehe..

selamat bkenalan jugak kpd sape2 yg suke bace blog org yg x dikenali..xpe2,saye pun same,saye suke bace blog org yg sy x kenal jugakk =p.

to kak kay, frankly,akak yg kenalkn saye kt blogspot nih n org2 laen punye blog..antare (wlaupun x byk *eerkkk*) pengaruh baek yg akak bg kt saye..hehe..thnk u,mwaahhhhh!!!!

me welcoming meself! ^_^!!!