Lelaki Teristimewa

My dear man;

Of all the men in the whole wide world,
whose praises are sung out loud...
There is no man whom I respect more...
or of whom I am more proud...

Throughout the years,
You've worked so hard to provide us a happy life...
You've been there to help & give advice...
And you did it all without strife...

That is why on this day each year...
I pray all your wishes come true...
And today we celebrate your life,
So Abah, HAPPY 54th BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Lelaki ini lelaki teristimewa. Semoga Allah berkati dirimu,insyaAllah...

You are one top-notch father, I want you to know that. Happy birthday Abah!

I Love Him Because...

Because he rings me up every morning just to remind me not to have only milk but please have bread & butter for breakfast...

Because he understands me more than anyone else that he knows how super sensitive I am & not the hard-headed-Elya everyone always thought...

Because he has this silly voice to make me smile when I'm mad at him for not answering my tenth call...

Because he always told me to remember that I will always have him no matter how low I felt in life...

Because in the middle of our laughs & talks he will suddenly whisper, "shhhh...azan azan....." & quietly presses the end-call button...

Because he never fail to tell me "hey, i love u no matter what u eat" everytime I whine about my weight & how I really want to have all those fattening foods...

Because he will be mad & say "listen, that is not the right thing to do" everytime I did something bad when everyone else does not seem to bother...

Because he will be there for me for every gossip & stupid story I have,like a girlfriend; yes he is...

Because he sings me indie-group songs so that I will be at my highest pitch and my blabbering will amuse him...

Because he is trying hard to keep up with the terengganu dialect because he thinks my parents will be amazed tho he knows that we will only laugh at him...

Because he loves to hang out with me that he does not mind if he is the only guy in a group of fifteen girls...

Because he surprises me at times I never thought there would be one...

Because he finishes my sentences like he is reading my mind...

Because he always want to marry me since we first met & still do 9 years after that...

Because I don't know what would I do when he is away sailing...

Because he says I LOVE YOUs with his eyes & heart and not with words...

Because my list is so long and I don't know if I even have a single reason not to love him...
No, I'm sure I don't have one.

I am unconditionally & irrevocably in love with him.



Is it normal to feel this way...this kind of weird feeling when you have found The one.....?

Masih Sakit.

Hati terlalu kepingin mahu menaip tapi terfikir-fikir.

Masih sakit di sini.

Geram.
Sungguh. Geram.

Ini rumah aku. Rumah kedua. Hajatnya dahulu mahu lempiaskan segalanya di sini.
Apa yang ku rasa. Sakit ke, gembira ke, sedih ke,marah ke.

Lepas ni, aku nak bertunang ke, nak kahwin ke, nak cerita bila si dia mula pergi mencari rezeki, segalanya akan di hambur di sini.

Muak ke. Sebal ke. Menyampah ke. Dendam kesumat ke. Cemburu mungkin.

Jangan singgah.
Tak perlu. Aku tak pernah nak bertanding, tak perlu mendongak kepala meninggi diri. Tak perlu. Aku jauh lagi baik dari kau.

Jangan singgah.
Masih ada yang mengerti. Mereka yang hanya ku kenal di alam maya tapi hati-hati mereka lebih memahami, lebih tulus.

Aku tak pernah menjemput, dan juga tak pernah menghalau. Coretan di sini, biasan hati aku. Kalau sesak nafas membaca, jangan mengaduh sakit, hembus nafas dan pergi.

Itu sahaja.

..................................Sedih.........................................................

What else can I do....Please....

Uhuk uhuk uhuk...

Saye dah hampir seminggu batuk yang teramat batuk. Setiap kali nak cakap pape, mesti ada mukadimah uhuk uhuk uhuk.

Seksa.

Banyak plan tergendala. Nak gi tgk Baby Kyra, tapi Razmin cakap biar batuk reda dulu, baby kan fragile, nanti syian kat si chomel tuh...Nak gi tgk movie, tapi nanti sejuukkk, and batuk saye yg amat kuat neh nanti ganggu patrons laen lak kan. Nak gi rumah Kak Ita, tapi dia sudah disahkan preggy, sekarang neh mabuk mabuk jek, syian jugak,nanti saye datang bawak virus lak...isskk...

Duk je lah kat rumah sorang diri. Abah & Mak ikut Abg long gi Rome, seminggu lak tuh,seminggu lah hamba bermentara seorang diri. Hadoiiiiii.....Abah ajak gi Rome, tapi kene report duty khamis depan, tak kan nak mintak tangguh sebab nak gi jalan-jalan, segan la youuu...*tapi gasak lah kan..hehehe...*

Tapi tapi;

saye perlukan tips.
Untuk redakan batuk neh. Ubat klinik/hospital sume dah kiok,dah tak bley jalan dgn sistem badan neh. Hari-hari minum air suam campur madu campur lemon, ponnnn tak jalan.

Mesti ade tips laen yang besh besh ekkk....marilah tolong saye neh...hukhukhuk

!____________!

Lagu Baru Untuk Si Dia Yang Dah Lama Di Hati

Hehehehehe......

Pernah dengar lagu ni? by Amanda Imani. Sukeeee sangat. Tajuk die, Selamilah Cinta.

Sekarang kan tengah cuti-cuti sementara tunggu nak report duty next thursday, so keje saye hanye melayan lagu, novel, makan, tido dan berjalan-jalan dengan senang hati.

Hati pun rase senang je sebab makin hari makin sayang kat orang tuuu...rindu memang rindu tapi sebagai bakal bini yang baek budi (hihihihih) saye paham si dia mesti nak spend masa dengan mama & papa tersayang, owh dan juga kuceng-kucengnya yang sepuluh ekor itu sebelum si dia pergi meninggalkan bumi Malaysia untuk mengayuh kapal.

Baeklah, sebelum saye merepek dengan lebih mendalam, saye stop di sini dulu. Buat si dia, I love you lah.


hikhikhikhikhik!


Baby
Cuba kau renungkan mataku ini
Kasih
Kau akan lihat erti cinta dari renunganku
Renungkanlah agar kau mengerti

Baby
Dari mula seharusnya mengerti
Diriku
Kau akan lihat betapa hebatnya cintaku
Kerna aku permaisuri cintamu

Cinta bisa berubah segala
Segala-galanya
Cinta juga bisa membawamu
Terbang bersamaku

Cintailah cintaku ini
Dan aku akan cintai cintamu
Kerna tiada yang seindah cinta
Bila terpaku pada cintanya

Cintailah cintaku ini
Dan aku amat mencintai kamu
Percayalah kau akan rasa sesuatu
Bila kau selami cintaku

Selamilah selamilah cinta....

*xoxo*

Selamat Ulangtahun Sayang...

Another year has passed for you, sweetheart;

It's time to cut the cake and celebrate.
And once again, my love, I start to think,
Of things about you I appreciate...

It means so much to have you in my life;

Your loving care fills up my days with pleasure.
Your warm and giving nature helps create,
Close, special times together that I treasure...

I live within a safe and steady world,

Because you love me unconditionally.
Your easy going ways mean that I'm blessed,
With peace and joy and blissful harmony...

You’re always there for me with a loving smile;

I’m never happier than when I know you’re near.
I thought my love for you could not grow stronger,
And yet I love you even more this year...

Sayang,
It's your birthday I know, BUT I got the gift,
for you will be in my life for another year,
and it continues to be.

InsyaAllah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOHD RAZMIN B. HJ MOHD RAMLI
I LOVE YOU, I HEART YOU.

I'm thrill for her!

^__________^

Goodie news #1:

Lets us together smile & welcome baby Mariah Kyra Adelya, the beautiful & adorable baby of the newly proud parents, Kak Hanin & Abg Farshid =)

Welcome to this exciting world dear, make mommy & daddy proud eyh? For this cutie pie pictures, click here (hehehe...boley ekk Dina?)

psssstttt....note the baby's name, ade name Elya lah,hehehe...PERASANLAHTUU !____!

Goodie news #2:

On 26th March (shortly before Tok Wan passed away....), I went for an interview at Putrajaya, at the AG's Chambers or the Jbtn Peguam Negara.

Alhamdulillah, at the end of the interview I was offered to be in the service by the AG himself, alhamdulillah segalanya dipermudahkan olehNya tanpa banyak dugaan...so, 16th April 09-to report duty. Pray for me eyh...nak jadik orang gomen sudah..hehe...

*mencari rezeki untuk menyatukan hati-hati ini,insyallah.....thank you sayang fo your endless support..*

Goodie news #3:

Owh, next monday is B's birthday but I am yet to get for him anything. BELUM beli lagik laa...no idea, biasenye ade je benda nak belikan him but bile tibe hari penting neh, mula laaaaa pening

So, that doesn't count as good news lah kan? PANGGG!!!

Goodie news #4:

I'm leaving this excruciating legal firm, next Tuesday! *c'mon c'mon chicken dance people* Owh dear, mule-mule sangat lah risau takut main blah mcm tuh jer without any prospective employer waiting *perasaaannn lah kan ade org nak sambut kt depan pintu office* tapi, tuah ayam nampak di kaki, tuah manusia siapa yang tahu...Allah has better plans eyh?

Kak Ita sayang, thank you so much for your help! Baru Y nampak mcm mana bersungguh & ikhlasnya someone kalau betul-betul nak tolong,thank u, i owe you BIG!

And Maria, waaaaa rindulah aku kat ko lepas nehhh!!! !_____! Semoga ketemu lagik, chewaahhh! hehehe..mesti ko rase nak sepak aku kan?

Goodie news #5:

Office B tak panggil die naek kapal lagi ^___________^ lalalalalalalalalalalala....