Tagged by Mrs.Farshid.

Assalamualaikum...

K.Nin, I tak terperasan lak that i've been tagged by you. ehehe.. ((sorry))

Okay, jom jom.

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

Here goes..

1. I live in subang jaya with my family, tapi yang ada kat rumah bukan semua. Mak & abah & me only. Abg long is a pilot so die kadang2 je landing di rumah, EE kat brisbane, Q kat UIA - muncul bile weekend menjelma & DD jauh di terengganu kat boarding school tapi die nih tak bole percaya sgt, tetibe je call nak balik rumah,hehe..manje!

2. Cats are my favourite other-makhluk. I bela 5 cats at the moment. 2 adult cats, 1 err...remaja cat & 2 kittens yang dah mule menggila main sorok-sorok bawah sofa, bawah meja, bawah cadar, bawah bantal, bawah carpet & beneath every place they feel like hiding bile nak main sorok-sorok. Sesiapa yang datang rumah saye, sila jangan terkejut bile tetibe ade seekor dan/atau dua ekor makhluk CHOMEL datang di kaki anda dan mentenyeh-tenyeh hidung. *teeheeeeee*

3. Favourites : MAKAN & MAKAN. Arakian kisahnya, saya telah gain weight continuously without stopping dan sekarang saye tengah fikir...dan fikir...dan fikir...dan fikir lagi...perlukah saya makan sikit, atau makan mcm biasa...hmm...fikir...fikir...fikir...

4. I LOVE to travel!!! tahun lepas saya dah banyak travel dgn family & friends. So this year I have to think of more travelling trips to catch up with last year's trips..hahaha boley takk? Boley lah kan? So...13th March, jom pi Penang! *ladies,be ready!*

5. I love to read. I'm in love with EDWARD CULLEN from the Twilight saga. Not the movie version <> BUT the novel version. So pegi lah baca Twilight & New Moon & Eclipse & soon, Breaking Dawn (eyh,btol ke?) ; and you will truly understand why I love this fictious lad. *marry me Edward...*

6. I am very, very, very, easily tick-off with things or persons that annoy me. Say, orang yang suka bertalam-talam, orang yang suka pandang rendah kat orang lain, orang yang salah guna kuasa, orang yang RUDE when entertains customer/client or orang yang macam Ms.Ranj, who completes the list of how-do-you-know-if-that-person-is-annoying. Period. !__!

7. I love kids, suka sangat babies & little rascals. Will buy prezzies for them & bawak diorang pegi zoo or watching movies and playgrounds. Tak kesah lah, anak sepupu ke, anak jiran ke, anak kawan ke, as long as they are bawah umur. Hehehe...

8. Lupe lak, I love shopping! Shoes-handbags craze. Mak will bebel bebel bebel everytime I bought new shoes or handbags. Ala mak, can't help it lahhh. Current craze - buy black pumps, isshhh...

9. I have a week more ((only!!!)) before I complete my chambering period! ^_^ yeayyy! Pasni dah tak kena buli dah kat court,hehehe..not that i'm complaining tapi tak sabar sangat dah nak jadi lawyer (read: loyar buruk suits me better kott!) >>>> see, my job demands me beli banyak black shoes, kan? kan? KAN?

10. Owh, tapi tapi, saye lagi tak sabar nak jadi lawyer syariah. And that is in pursue, alhamdulillah... & insyallah I will hold my Dip in Shariah Law & Practice as a compliment requirement to my degree in 5 months time. *mengerah kudrat sekerat..*

11. Every girl will have her bestfriend kan? In my case, I am thankful that I have dozens of them. ^__ ^ Alhamdulillah, my girls are the best, and they always, always be there for me everytime I need them. Special thanks - Aishah & Liza. *owh, you won't be able to see them being bloggers as they are wayy too busy shopping & gossiping, hehe...*

12. I love beaches. BUT i love highlands more. Suka sangat tempat yang sejuk-sejuk & sunyi, tapi tapi, kena ada tempat shopping lah. Shopping & sunyi...hmm...macam tak kena je..hehehe...

13. I admire Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad. What else can I say?

14. AND of course, I admire, love, cherish, fall for, love, and love MOHD RAZMIN B. MOHD RAMLI so much that I save the last for the best. ^__^

15. HIM (as above) - is my dear soulmate, my bestfriend of all ((no offense eyh korang,hehe..)) , my true companion, my voice, my shoulder, my back bone, my glass, my plate, my fork & spoon, my fork & knife, my reason to smile, my reason to cry, my reason to jump, my reason to be clingy, my marine engineer, my bank account *eyh eyh..tak..tak..tak..heeee* , my dear dear hubby to be *gulp! very soon,insyallah...*, and most of all, Pembimbing di dunia & akhirat, kunci kepada syurga buat diri ini, insyallah.

16. I love myself, *tho kene shed off the fats away*. hehehehe...


I'm tagging;
1. Kak K
2. Maria
3. Paa
4. Miss Aan
5. Anne

Why this soon?

We were sms-ing.

Me : Hmm, b, bila b nak hantar notice b ready nk blayar kat MISC...

Him : Next month, or April kot...why?

Me : Takde pape..

Him : Tell me lah, i know ade pape ni..

Me : Nanti kalau b belayar, saya nak nangis kat sape..

Him : Lor...Sape suruh nangis, nak nangis buat ape kan? xde pape kan?

Me : Hmm..okay..me tak nangis...





later...



Him : hey...i know u will cry lah dear, if i have the will, i will make u stop crying when i'm away but i dont have the power kan syg kan.....
And, i want u to cry...when you cry missing me, then i will know that every single drop of your tears is for me and u will cry a lot kan?
sooo, there will be a lot of drop of your tears so maknenye u remember me a lot lah kan?
so, do cry okay sayang, it's okay to cry. =) dun worry, kita nanges same2 k? hehe...






*i know, there's still time tapi kenapa aku dah start rasa lemah sangat sangat sangat....*

Cerita di ALAM Melaka.

Assalamualaikum.

Hi semua! Hope everyone is happpyyyy out there =)

Yesterday, 14.02.2009 was the Valentine's Day. I went to Melaka, to Akademi Laut Malaysia or ALAM to be with Mr.Red. Not for the love-day celebration, but nak celebrate Mr.Red's graduation day. *yeayyy!* ^_^


Alhamdulillah, after 3 ++ years at ALAM Terengganu plus 9 months of cadetship onboard i.e. pi sailing last 2 years, my ever kind-hearted Mr.Red dah bertukar status..eheh..bukan dari bujang jadi suami orang tapi dari cadet engineer to marine engineer. Bak kate MC ceremony semalam, "the journey from being a cadet to be an officer". Cayalah bang, sore abg memang best lah!


My escort cum co-pilot cum photographer,Maria & I gerak from USJ around 6.45am, memang semangat abes lah, dah tu pulak ade bekal cheesy chicken sandwich fevret Mr.Red yang we all buat sambil tersengguk2 the night before..ye lah, ngantuk amat dah balik dari keje, tapi gigih jugak nak siapkan. thank youuuu maria, kau memang best lah! Nih ikhlas ye, bukan bodek, hehe..


Perjalanan gi Melaka memang besst sesangat. Memandangkan aku nih jarang amat ada urusan nak ke arah selatan, so jakun lah jugak kan, walaupun kat tengah2 highway, tapi rase pelik tengok sign board yg tak sama dengan LPT mahu pun PLUS highway arah utara,hehe..last aku pi arah selatan was when kitorang gi pasir gudang bila kapal Mr.Red masuk dry dock, dah setahun lebey. So Maria cuma geleng-geleng and hantuk-hantuk kepala je lah pening tengok aku yang jakun. Haa ye lah, ko kan orang johor,memang lah tak jakun.piiiiraaahhhh. >>untuk tatapan Maria sahaja. =p


Sampai kat ALAM around 8.45 camtuh. Nak masuk dalam, ya hammmpunnn...azab sgt lah kan! Ade ke pak guard sume tahan satu2 kereta yang nak masuk, tanye yg we ol nih datang utk student name ape, siap kene tinggalkan I/C,bla bla bla..memang jem lah kan jalan menghala ke ALAM,kete2 laen yang tak hingin gi ALAM sume dah hon-hon macam2 lagu jadiknye sebab marah kat ALAM. For safety measure katenye..bak kate Maria : "diorang ingat kita datang nak curik kapal agaknye.." motif sangat kan ko maria. hehehe...


Tapi tak kesah la, janji dapat masuk. Bila dah parking, tu diaaa, dari jauh aku dah nampak encik boyfriend datang sambil tersengeh-sengeh..ishhh, smart lah pulak die nih.hehe...die datang bagi invitation card, cakap suruh masuk hall sekarang, ceremony nak start dah...

So, jom, kita layan gambar ye...


*ALAM, alongside jalan kuala sg.baru, dekat2 dengan masjid tanah. maria, ko kenapa la amik gambar sign board kurang pendengaran? hhaissshhhh.....*


* upon arrival..sukeeee sangat, ye lah ingat boley terus masuk..kate graduation day kannn....*


*tapiiiii kene queue dulu ye cik..kami nak kena check satu-satu... *



*okeh semua, ini lah cik maria >>aksi selingan jap. hehe..time kaseh ye datin,xoxo! *


* flowers for him.
>>motif beli bunga plastik kat lovely lace - orang laki x best lah bagi fresh flowers.
>>motif sebenar beli bunga plastik - bee,tengah2 bulan neyh kan,duit nan ado..tapiii, it's the thought that counts kan? kan? kan? KAN? *


* time kaseh cik amir. sian cik amir kene diri lame2..hehehe.. *


* my handsome bee with his classmates. ha, pilih-pilih, tp jgn amik yg diri tengah2 tuh ye *


* with his family, sans 2 others. * errr...pak cik, kenape jeling-jeling neyh? bee, awat lagu tuh?


*lepaih tuh, makan lah kan...sedap wooo..disapa angin sepoi2 selat melaka. perhatikan classic pumps maria yg dibeli khas utk ke ALAM. hahahaha *


* aksi mengadap girlfriend berebut scroll. time neyh apa saje jenis aksi bee layan kan bee, bukan senang nak tengok mr.red jadi kurang pemalu..hehe... ^_^ *


* errr..okay, sorry, tapi gua NAK JUGAK PAKAI TOPI TUH! *



Lepas habis ceremony, around pukul 3 lebih mcm tu, all of us headed to Mr.Red's kampung at masjid tanah, papa punye side. First time for me. Jumpe sanak saudara Mr.Red yang dah siap tunggu dengan lauk oghang melaka. Ada asam pedas, ada gulai tempoyak, dagind salai lomak cili api, ada kari itik, ada ikan pekasam. Huiisshh...pendek kata, dari seorang bakal menantu yg malu-malu kucing, terus gue jadi harimau lapar..hehehe...sorry ek bee..laen kali kita tak wat dah camtu...heheh...


Eh, lupe nk cite.
Back to the ceremony.

It was a very, very, nice ceremony. Lain dari yang lain. Tak ade robe & mortar board, tak ada gamelan. Ada marching by graduands, graduands pakai cadet official suit, ada bag pipes, ada drum roll. Pendek kata, memang syiok lah.


Tapi,

Best of all, Mr.Red has made it. *smile*.


Bee, I am so proud of you. I really do. I know it was not easy for you to face those years back at ALAM. I know you really outdid yourself to be what you are today. You did the right thing sayang, and you did it rightly. =)

I am happy for you, but I can't lie to myself too. With the end of yesterday, it marks the beginning of your new phase of life. You will be sailing, again. Tho this time around you will be sailing as an officer but there will be no difference for me.


I will be left. I will be alone again. With no soothing voice & laugh of yours, I don't know how to live every single day without crying. I know I'm going to miss you badly but I also know that you will miss me too.


BUT, I will support you with every strength I have. I will smile if you ask me to. I will stop crying if you ask me to. Anything B, anything. As long as it makes you happy. As long as it makes US happy.


Don't be reluctant to start your sailing B, as it is your world and soon it is going to be ours. Go and be the master of the sea with the others, you will be just fine. =) I will be waiting.


I know I don't say this often, but I do love you. I love you so much that sometimes I will cry in the middle of the night thinking about your hardships just to be with me. I am sorry.


OKAY!

No more tears.

Bee,

Thank you sayang, and congratulations. You are my soul.

Insyallah, everything will be good & all smiles for us. ^_^


* I have faith in you, Mohd Razmin. *

Gerammmm!!!!

Assalamualaikum.



Every morning I travel from home at USJ, Subang Jaya to office at Bangsar via the New Pantai Expressway (NPE).





Costly, yes; as I spend RM6.40 for toll per day. But travelling via NPE saves time & fuel a lot as it takes me only 30 minutes one way and less congestions, sometimes; no traffic hassle at all.





But the above is not relevant.





Today, for the fourth time (maybe more), I witnessed the greedy-inhumane conduct of the toll concessionaire.



There was this screaming ambulance, common sense strikes - there is emergency lah kan, for sure. The ambulance was approaching the toll plaza, so swarming cars pulled aside and gave way to the ambulance. I was fourth in line. I moved aside, giving way to the ambulance, the driver started to honk wildly and seriously, I never saw this kind of situation, where the ambulance "marah-marah".



I was in the thought that the toll guy will just easily lift the barrier and let pass the three cars in front of me as they already inside the toll path so to reverse or pull aside would be impossible.









BUT,





He still kept on collecting the freaking RM1.60 from EACH CAR despite the ambulance screaming angrily behind the cars!



Okay, i know, i know, the toll guy was just doing his job but STILL, don't they have any SIMPLE POLICY to exempt cars which are INSIDE the toll path which are BLOCKING the ambulance way from paying the toll fare??????



bukan nak suruh sepuloh kete depan ambulans tuh blahh sesuke ati tak payah bayor, just kete-kete yang dah tak bleh reverse or gi tepi jeeee!!!!!!!!!





eiiiiiiiiii......my jaw dropped, I was like, what the hell??? rugi sangattt ke kalau tak dapat kutip singgit lebih?? !_!





don't they realise that there is live/s at stake?





my guess is, they don't.





I have written my concern about this thing to a local newspaper months ago when I first saw the similar occurrence, hoping that they will address it to those responsible out there but of course, to no avail.





Rasenye kali nih kene straight complaint kat NPE-lah kan. Tak pun buat press statement, haaa...dah la office aku neyh selangkah je dari NSTP & Berita Harian nye HQ. Boley lah kan?





Gerammmmmm sangattt okay???

Mari Kita Bawak Bekal

Assalamulaikum.

Hi semua.

Sejak dua tiga menjak neyh, or lebih tepat lagi, since tuesday, I ade habit baru, iaitu mari bawak bekal gi office.

Reason being?

Nak JIMAT duit, gaji dah masuk tapi sbb diri ni dah ada kesedaran luar biasa utk bersaving dgn lebih jayanye. hehe..kalau biasanye sehari kalau lunch, money spent dalam rm5 minimum, so rm5 x 5 hari x 4minggu = mak cik kayo lah jugak by 20%. =p.

Mak cakap this is the best way untuk beginner macam saye nie untuk belajar berjimat. Mak cakap lagi, simpan dari sekarang, nanti senang tak pening-pening for the big day. >>ayat mak selamatkan diri.heheh..

sebab kedua is, kononnye nak mantapkan skill memasak mengarut kat rumah. bila kat rumah, barang-barang nak masak bukan sendirian berhad tapi menge'pow' mak punye barang-barang masak dlm peti sejuk. see? hanya kudrat sahaja yang dikorbankan,hehe. tak payah kuar duit, kuar peluh ajo. *ish, tetibe rase diri ini sgt kedekut !_! *

tapi bee cakap, baguslah bawak bekal, boleh control portion. hah! memang jauh menyimpang lah kan, sebab memang lagi banyak KOT saye bawak dari rumah sayangku oiii...ye lah, boley makan dgn maria, sharing is caring kan bee kan kan? ^_^


so, tuesday was nasi goreng kampung. quite a success considering saye neyh memang fail siket masak nasi goreng. sedap, bak kate kak yani my fevret staff "ish elya,ade kelassss lah" >>perli kott..hehehe.

wednesday was mi goreng basah. yang ni pun sedap gak. maria makan & habiskan >>kak kay, sile bace & senyum. *tapi kan kak, die ckap die habiskan sebab lapar* =p

today my perut is a westerner. okeh,mari kita tengok, macaroni-goreng-ntah-ape-ape-saye-pun-tak-tau.


*sautee garlic,big onion & diced tomatoes. gune butter siketttttt je*

*since yang mudah adalah memotong sausages yang lembut, maka filling mac. ini adalah chicken & beef sausages. fry lightly with butter beforehand.*

*then, mari campak apa macaroni & fried sausages. add in chili sauce, ketchup, sprinkle salt & sugar & lastly, some oregano & basil for taste. siap sudah ^_^ *

so, okay lah kan?mari bawak bekal ye. sahutlah seruan kerajaan. hahaha. have a nice day!

Tagged by Kak Hanin

Assalamualaikum.

Still breathing, alhamdulillah, tho the past few days rily tiring and heartbreaking for me. masih terlalu rindukan & teringatkan arwah Ma.....

BUT,

now dah okay, dah boleh berngok ngek dgn sume orang & layan blog =). the cute mommy-to-be, ms.hanin dah mentagging saye utk bertag, so here it goes.






***Here are the rules - post this list on your blog replacing my answers with yours.Tag people to do the same thing.If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE
*hehe..my sister & I were named after abah's old puppy loves. the best part is, mak x kesah pon..mak rocks! ---> klau aku la...eeeiiiiii!

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
*last nite, nanges kt bee sbb sedey mak marah..isk...mcm budak2 pon ade...

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
*hmmm...terpakse x suke wlaupon rasenye cantek sbb kt ofce duk menaip je, tp bile dlm class @ exam, mule la seram sejuk tgn neyh jadinye, terus tulisan cantek jd ala2 cursive gitu. tapiii,,,sebenarnye, adakah tulisan saye cantek?hehe..perasan! ^_^

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAL?
*suke mkan tauhu telur, sambal billis & ayam kicap mak cik kt food court level 2 tuh, tp kdang2 suke nasi beringin..sedaaaap! and of coz, ape saje yg mak masak lah!

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
*nope, not yet. one day, insyallah... =)

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
*depends lah, kalau me-as-another person tuh is a teacher, i will stop teaching for having a student like me-now. hehehhe..no lah, i cant be dat bad eyh?

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
*x sangat..hahaha..ye la tuh, tp betul la, dgn my girlfriends je la kot, we ol xde hard2 feelings neyh, sume maen caras je..mmuuaaxxx!

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
*never had one, alhamdulillah...

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
*big YESSS! time abah & abg long buat kt n.zealand dulu tuh, merengek2 gak la nk buat tp x cukup tinggi..xpeeeee.....xnak bagi ekkk...!

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
*suke nestle fitness tuh, tp skrang dh x beli brg nestle (SAVE GAZA, plisss) so now back to my sun-ape-ntah name die muesli, bole la..

11. DO YOU UNITE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
*kadang2, selalu klau susun elok2 nnti anak2 kuceng, dan mak kuceng serta daddy kuceng ku itu akan maen berlari2, sepah jugak akhirnye..paham x?hehe..

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
*suke sume ice cream except yg minty flavor, but the best is Baskin Robbins' choc chip cookie dough pastu with hot caramel...aaahhhh....tell me bout it.... =p

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
*the smile kot..

15. RED OR PINK?
*more to pink, but love earth colors most.

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
*hmmm...when i hv this moment of low self-esteem & confidence because of the way i look, physically, u know, the gemuk stuff & all, eventho i know i might be a lil bit out of shape tapi look is not the most important thing aite? i have my family, friends & most importantly a rily rily nice boyfriend who first fell in love with me when i was less thn 50kg & still love me until now, when other people from school will not blink their eyes if they ever see me right now...yup, totally-changed elya! c'mon cmon elya, boley kurus lagi neyhh!!!

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST ?
*aha! sape lagi kan,klau bukan ENCIK MOHD RAZMIN MOHD RAMLI yang tengah goyang kaki kt umah...ooo...rilek ye...xpe bee, saye call misc nnti...hehehe.....eh eh, xmau.....! hey MISC, boley tak bagi die belayar sekejap2 je?????? !_!

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
*mesti mau!

19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
*tgh break time kt ofce, baju kurung pale green & tudung & heels hitam.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
*eternal flame by the bangles. oldies mode pulak tetibe hari nih.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
*grey kot...sebab grey is my mood for today...

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
*bau bee bila mule2 jumpe dia, when dia pick me up or i pick him up, bau burberry semerbak die tuh, kalah kita ekk bee...ehehe...and bau myself, bau be delicious, sgt apple..hehe..obses dgn diri sendiri... =p

.24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
*bee yang tengah kemas2 komik lama berkurun die, chaiyok bee, kasi buang sumeeee!!!!

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
*kenal k.hanin thru blogging neyh, yes i do, die sgt cute..hehe..

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
*bola sepak lah,ape lagi!

27. HAIR COLOUR?
*hitam menawan..weekkk...

28. EYE COLOUR?
*the darkest shade of brown...waahhhh..ye ye je... =p

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
*was to. pastu mata ade irritation, so dah x bley pakai dah..

30. FAVOURITE FOOD?
*mencabar neyh soalan neyh! hahaha..i sukeeeee MAKAN! anything halal n sedap!

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
*happy ending of course.

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
*beautiful girl, hallmark punye movie, best lah, sgt cutee...

33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
*baju kurung ijau..

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
*winter lah, sini hari2 pon summer without fail,hehe..

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
*nak dua2....sbar...sabar... ^_^

36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
*suke this particular caramel pudding, abg long selalu beli byk2 klau die fly gi dubai, packaging die comel,dalam cup ala2 yogurt gitu. manis yg amat, tp benda2 ni lah yg sedaaaapppp kannn?

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*to handphone yg menjerit2.

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*to handphone yg menjerit2 tgh malam buta!

39.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
*the chocolate run by dorothy koomson. kelakar habis!

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
*tak ado mouse pad lah pc office neyh. haah la, baru perasan =p

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
*tak tgk tv, gi basuh kete, isi minyak, bace buku pastu buku bace saye =p

42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
*semalam, sebelum tido, bee nyanyi on the phone, ape laa bee neyh, nak jadi abg anuar konon, x jadi la...better be urself, i love you more lah!

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
*oh jude.....BEATLES!

44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
*new zealand, ronggeng dgn family kat sane sebulan, besh besh!

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
*owh ade.....saye boleh bercakap non stop...talent kan?kan? KAN?

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
*kuala terengganu yang damai.... ^_^

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?-
*kak kay
*qlod
*paa
*maria
*semua orang yang suke nak buat...welkam welkam!

Ma...

Assalamualaikum...


When I was 5, I had my chicken pox. It was during the first day of hari raya. 1 Syawal. Imagine, at that age, nothing else matters but RAYA. Mercun, duit raya & balik kampung, and all the fun stuff. But there I was, lying on the bed at Tok Wan's house with all the red spots, gatal2 & menangis sakan. Sedih la... =(


When my family went back to KL, I was left at my kampung, Dungun,Terengganu to be with my auntie. Mak cakap, takut berjangkit kat adik-adik yang still kecik2. But of course, I was soooo happy. Yeayy..dapat duk kat kampung, best laa!


My auntie, we called her 'MA', and her husband, 'AYAH'. She took a great care of me. She bathed & fed my carefully every single day.

Time Ma sapu2 ubat kat my whole body gune cotton bud, Ma akan cakap, "jgn nangis...Ma kan ada jaga Y ni...sekejap je ni, nanti hilang lah...kalau nangis nanti parut tak hilang...tak cantik dah...". Automatically, I will stop crying...ye lah, nanti badan parut, tak cantik lah kan..tau takut...hehe..



From 1998 to 2000, when I studied at MRSM YT Dungun, I depended a lot on my relatives there at Dungun. Best kan, tak macam masuk boarding school, family ramai ^_^.

Ma always there, waiting for me outside the main gate, with plastic bags from Pasaraya Salwa or Ju Jaya, loaded with biscuits,milo,maggi & other should-be-prohibited-but-Ma-tak-kesah junkfoods. Ma akan senyum2, Ma mesti tanya kenapa tak call Ma, Ma risau takut Y tak ada makanan nak makan dalam dorm..hehe..Ma Ma, malu lah, tak kan lah nak call Ma mintak makanan lak =p

On weekends yang boleh balik, kalau Tok & Ki tak pick up, kalau Cik Aziz busy, Ma & Ayah akan datang amik. Dengan kereta antik warna putih, Y suka sangat Ma, classic habis! =) Ma akan cerita2 pasal kitorang adik beradik time kecik2 dulu...Ma cakap Y ni malas,hehe...tapi Y ingat Ma, Ma yang ajar Y basuh gelas mcm mana, sampai sekarang Y guna cara basuh gelas yang Ma ajar, thank you Ma, mesti Ma bangga, tak lama lagi Y nak kahwin, Y dah rajin (sikit) Ma,hehe.. ^_^



Banyak sangat lah Ma yang Ma ajar Y, kan Ma kan? Ma, Ma mesti tau yang Y sayang kat Ma kan?







Ma.... mulai hari ni Y dah tak dapat belajar apa-apa lagi dari Ma...

Ma......

Y sedih......Ma dah tak ada.........

Y terkilan Y tak dapat jaga Ma di saat-saat Ma bergelut dengan kanser....

Y mintak maaf Ma.......


Tapi Y tau, Allah lebih sayangkan Ma.....Allah jemput Ma dengan Ayah,anak-anak Ma & family kita di sisi Ma.....



Raya lepas, sebelum solat zohor, Ma panggil Y...Ma cakap nak tunjuk kat Y rambut Ma yang baru nak tumbuh lepas semuanya gugur dek chemotherapy......sebak Ma.......sebak dada ni Ma.....sayu tengok Ma.......tapi Ma senyum.....

Itu lah kali terakhir Y jumpa Ma......senyum Ma yang menenangkan, akan Y ingat sampai bila-bila.....



Ya Allah.....Al Fatihah buat Hajah Norehan binti Haji Chik..... Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat Ilahi...insyallah...


Ma....we will miss you.