He's Coming BACK!

A short one.

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He called last sunday telling me that there's a slim chance dia boleh sign off end of November or early December, which is kinda early as he was told before that he might be sailing 6 months and longer. Tapi time tuh hati ckap "jgn jgn jgn mengharap..."

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BUT, thru his email today, he said dat office informed that there might be a huge crew change, involving 9 officers nxt month/december and now we are crossing our fingers!

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It s a huge changing of officers because now Seri Bijaksana is on her way to Punta, South Africa and MISC is a bit reluctant to hv its crew signing off there, so after Punta she will sail to either Korea or Japan and on the way down, Seri Bijaksana will singgah Bintulu and that s when those crew will sign off! Sebab if they tak sign off, they will have to wait for another 2 months sbb kapal will sail to Punta again ( almost a month journey and x bleh sign off situ) and from Punta, next port is USA ( also almost a month journey and x bleh sign off sbb x ade Visa) and after USA, tatau lagi poei mano..

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Oh oh i'm so happy,,, like, sooooooo happy! Sekejap je masa berlalu, tinggal lagi lebih kurg ONE month je lagi..owh dear, i can do that..sebulan jeee...hihihi..

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Tapi pesan Mak, jgn happy sgt..jgn mengharap sgt..expect the unexpected & of course lah da namenye MISC..ehem ehem..paham je lah ye...

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Tapiii, tak salah kalau berangan kannnn....hehehehe.......

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Senyummmm.... ^__________________^

Bila Kau Kata Kau Sayang

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Memang parah jiwa ni. Rindu yang teramat. Sudah 4 bulan. Tinggal lagi 2 bulan.

Oh bulan! Cepatlah ye.

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Dear B,

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more;

that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.

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And that's what you've given me.

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And that's what I'd hoped to give you.

Please Call Me Back.

B....57 missed calls!

What kind of gf am i?

You were waiting for me and I fell asleep.

Now Seri Bijaksana will sail for a month before reaching Punta. No more port after Incehon.

Damn!

Kenapa saya bodoh sangat!

I know you must be crazy looking around for me. I'm SORRY.

But please dont leave me. Please. Just dont.

I cant afford it.

B.

Call me please.

I cant wait till Sunday.

Do reply my email please.

Please.

Please.

Ya Allah...tenangkanlah hati ini................ =(

How do I manage to cry for 10 hours? Because i miss you & i feel bad. Really.

All You Need Is One Girlfriend.

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I'm publishing this entry with the hope that you will stumble upon my blog and have a moment to read it.

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We were totally different when we first met years ago. You and your sweet simple jovial laugh and I, the quiet one. But that didn't stop us from being friends and look what friendship has done to us.

Better persons.

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You were there for me (and you still are) and you are the one who NEVER judged me for anything I did. You corrected me when you knew it was the best for me. You stand by me when everyone else seem to part away. You share me your laughter and you wipe my tears away. You rushed your way when I need you and you slowed down when you know I want to be alone, tho it might hurt you. You always there for me. ALWAYS.

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I am not what I am today due to many reasons and one of the biggest is because of you. You helped me a lot during our university years and because of you being brainy, I became one too (but not as brainy as you lahh). I cant thank you enough but I promise I will make sure that I won't lose all your notes for every subject you lent me. =). THANK YOU

FIVE OF US. FIRST YEAR. 5 YEARS AGO

FIVE OF US. BACHELOR OF LAWS. 1 YEAR AGO.

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I hid nothing and I wont hide anything from you. Not because you are my bestfriend but because I just cant. I cant hide anything from you. Yes, I've lied but eventually you will know and I will tell, just like that. You can tell when I'm trying my best to keep things away from you and I dont know how you do it. Superstitious, no. Intuition, yes. I'M THANKFUL.

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We went to several places. For holidays, weddings or even to goofing around. Indonesia, Sabah, Penang, Perak, Johor to name a few. But the most memorable is of course when you and liza (together with the 'scandals') accompanied me to the port where Puteri Delima Satu is docking. To meet him. It was a split second decision. "Shah, teman aku naik kapal nak tak jumpa Razmin. Lepas kelas." and you answered "Jom!". Precise. Not even a question was asked. You just agreed, packed your stuff, called the others and off we went. As simple as that. SACRIFICE

And if I were to write here every single thing you hv sacrificed for me thn it would require me AT LEAST six years to finish.
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Six years of friendship but it feels like only yesterday we ran off our butts to morning classes, we rushed our way to get table at AIKOL cafe, we screamed our lungs out calling each other's name from our rooms to confirm where to go for dinner, we pushed abg fotostat to hurry because exam is tomorrow and we just got the complete notes, we looked at each other and laughed out loud for reasons only we understood, and many many many other things that I've shared with you thru out those years and many more years to come, insyallah.
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So, my dear Aishah; thank you for everything and I've always want to tell you that I am blessed to have you in my life. I'll stake everything for you. I'm sorry for ALL my wrongdoings that hurt you. You know I love you and I will always do.
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May He gives you many more years so that we can treasure our lives, this world, and to create more drama scenes together,hehe, insyallah. HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY darling. God Bless.
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All you need is one girlfriend to be your bestfriend. And in my case, I have you.

Never to part.

xoxo.

Ke Hujung Dunia

Bila kudengar lagu cinta

Tentang sepasang anak manusia

Yang sedang hanyut dibuai asmara

Beradu di dalam syurga loka

Yang amat indah

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Pasti kukenangkan dirimu

Yang masih jauh di rantau orang

Lantas ku teringat kata-katamu

Yang kau ucapkan tika saat-saat kita berpisah

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Takkan bisa hatiku berubah

Bila di timpa dugaan dan badai melanda kita

Teguh berdiri cinta yang ada

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Takkan bisa sekali-kali kasihku berubah

Bila bertindanan halangan tiba

Kesetiaanku tetap serupa

Kasih tak kan berubah

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Ku percaya cinta harus bersama

Bukan terpisah ke hujung dunia

Ku cuba menanti walau lebih lama lagi

Andai kau benar-benar menyintai ku

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Bila kukenangkan dirimu

Yang masih jauh di rantau orang

Pasti ku teringat kata-katamu

Yang kau ucap tika saat-saat kita berpisah...

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Having him at Bintulu for 10 precious days during this year Aidilfitri is the most wonderful moment ever. Thank you sayang for loving me, i will love you endlessly. I'll be by your side anytime you need me, come what may; our love will be the salvation army.

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Takkan bisa hati ini berubah. I love you.

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Take care honey, i'll wait for your call. =)

Salam Aidilfitri Dari Tepi Pantai

Assalamualaikum..
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Di keheningan 1 syawal ini, saya Elya Ezrin, ingin memohon seribu kemaafan dari anda semua yang sedang membaca entri ini (termasuk En.Mohd Razmin) atas segala salah dan silap, sekiranya ada yang tersinggung dengan bait-bait blog ini dalam mana-mana nukilan, mahu pun rakan-rakan yang sering bertemu mata seandainya ada terkasar bahasa... Harap mana yang terlebih terkurang mohon lah dihalalkan...
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Semoga Syawal kali ini lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya dan harap korang semua buat lah entri khas sempena raye sebab saye sukeeeee nak bace & tgk baju raye korang sume yang chantek chantek itu! ^_____^
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Hehe!
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Tajuk entri ni bukan metafora semata-mata. Saye memang sedang bersiaran dari tepi pantai, balik ganu nih! Teruja teruja! Raya kali ni agak pelik sebab balik kg duk hotel, bile dah gatal ala-ala omputih mcm ni la jadinye. Duk umah tok malam raya and last nite & tonite we all konon-konon org luar nak duk hotel padahal kampung 10 minit jeghss dari Tg.Jara Resort nih, cettt!!!
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I want to introduce kamu semua to this resort at my kampung terchenta. Sangat seswaaii untuk akak-akak bersama hubby masing-masing yg tersayang esp seafarers utk berbulan madu melepaskan windu... Tak pun utk bakal-bakal pengantin nak cari place for honeymoon, u've come to the right blog! Ahaks. Tadela, this is the place of your dream.
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Tho the room rate is slightly higher, eyh ok, tipulah, mahal lah jugak but wait till u have a look at this place, worth every dime! The rate is around RM800++ per nite but the privacy u gonna have here is ultimately exclusive.
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Tempat sangat cantik, the resort uses the environmental concept which means u will enjoy the resort's ambience on foot, jalan-jalan around the place, and pantai pun not open to public, just for the guests. The room pun sama, sangat cantik & ala-ala dalam TV tuh la, with all the romanticness around, memang sangat seswaaii lah nak berhoneymoon! Saya pun dah terpikir-pikir nak berhoneymoon di sini nanti tapi pelik lah pulak kan, dah namenye balik kg, nanti ramai org kenal youuu, ape barang..hihihi!
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Here are few pictures from the net. You can always google Tanjung Jara Resort here in Dungun, Terengganu for more info aite.

See....best kan?
Later. Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin! xoxo.

Pulanglah Kumerinduimu Sayang..

Sayang

Di hari yang mulia ini

Ku pohon keampunan

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Hanya satu yang ku pinta

Pulanglah...

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Termenung ku sendiri

Memendam rindu tidak menentu

Kasih suci murni yang kita bina

Hapus hancur oleh kata fitnah

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Di pagi hari raya

Hati sayu mengenang dirimu

Mudahnya kau menggantikan diriku

Seolah cintaku tak berharga

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Apakah suratan

Aidilfitri satu titik akhir

Sekian lama bercinta

Kau tiada di hari mulia

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Keampunan ku pohon

Sekiranya aku yang berdosa

Pulanglah ku merindui mu sayang

Ku menanti dengan hati rela....

Pulanglah kepangkuan ku oh... sayang

Ku menunggumu di hari raya....

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Sayang...my heart aches everytime I listen to this song...I know it doesn't potray the right words but the bold red part of this song is the one I'm crying for... I miss you so much... Ini raya ketiga since we were together... Alhamdulillah, walaupun B onboard tapi Allah Maha Penyayang, Seri Bijaksana will be on anchorage at Bintulu during raya and I couldn't ask for more, right?

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Saya masih boleh mohon kemaafan dari B pagi raya nanti sayang...

Saya masih boleh menangis rindukan B pagi raya nanti sayang...

Saya masih boleh dengar celoteh B bercerita itu ini tentang makanan di pagi raya nanti sayang...

Saya masih boleh dengar B berterima kasih sebab saya hantarkan kuih raya utk B nanti sayang...

Dan saat ini saya masih lagi menangis rindukan B sayang...sungguh!

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Pulanglah kumerinduimu sayang...

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