Mak Anon

Mari update blog... Hari tu kann, ai ade dapat semboyan, ahaha, orang yang tak dikenali a.k.a mak anon sound ai cakap ai ni poyos la kan sebab cite hal ai ngandung... Boleh gituuu? U ols tengok blog ai ni sikit, berapa entry ai update sehari? Seminggu? Nan ado kannnn... Tak relevan tawww mak anon tu, mak tak sokaaa, lain kali buat research dulu okayyy, kot ye pun nak sound ai, biarlah ada hujahan kukuh sikit, maklum laa, ai ni hari-hari dok dalam court, harusss lahhh ai ni cerewet bab-bab hujahan ni, haa gitewww... *sambil kibas-kibas rambut*
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Pastu kan, ai update pasal ngandung ni mostly laki ai nak baca, ye la kann, nak hantar surat ke, telegram ke, ai xde alamat penuh laki aii.. Cuba you try bagitau aiii, mcm mana nak tulis alamat... "Mohd Razmin, 4th Engineer, Seri Bakti, Laut Carribean sebelah Laut Mediterranean" haaa, agak-agak ko la kan, posmen mana yang dapat hantar...? =p
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So meh aku nak update blog lagi... Alaa, bukannya pasal apa pun, pasal aku ngandung, ahahaha.
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Semalam aku gi klinik dekat-dekat dengan rumah sebab dah masuk 2 hari aku sakit kat sebelah kiri perut.. Mak aku cakap biasa la tu sebab baby dok kat situ, encik google pun cakap benda yang sama, tapi encik google cakap sakit tu sekejap-sekejap je, bila baring dia akan hilang... Tapi memang sakit aku ni tak hilang-hilang pun.. Makin sakit lak bila malam, esp time nak tidur, siap nangis teresak-esak macam melutut tepi perigi ikan kaloi... Sedih ye uolss, laki dah la xde, sebak ai... Feeling cite p.ramlee pun ade...
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So semalam cek urine, mmg ada infection (UTI).. Yang buat jadi sakit tu sebab baby dok atas bladder aku, memang dekat la jugak, so die macam tindih bladder tu & buat ureter i.e. saluran kencing tu sempit sikit, so ada la urine yang tertinggal, yang menggalakkan pertumbuhan bakteria... Nakal tau anak aku ni, kat situ jugak die syok duduk...sah ikut perangai bapak die =p. Ye la, aku kan baik-baik je orang nye.. hehe..
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Anak aku memang rasa tak bersalah tawww, bila scan nampak die tengah syok hisap jari die.. Ish ish nak oiiii... Doctor cakap baby sihat, head & abdomen punye ukuran pun normal, jantung pun okay.. Alhamdulillah... terus rasa hilang sekejap sakit tu bila doctor cakap "baby's okay, mother's not okay". Takpe la kan, sakit untuk anak, dari die yang sakit,ish, nauzubillah!
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Doctor bagi ubat termasuk antibiotic. Terus aku tanya macam2 bila die prescribed antibiotic, paranoid katekan.. Doctor senyum je, die cakap die bagi antibiotic yang memang utk urine infection utk pregnant woman, so xpe laa, she knows better kan, ai ikut jeghss, kan ade kad oren, bukan kene bayar pong. Hehe.
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So mari sama-sama kita minum air masak semata walaupun pagi tadi aku dah minum milo ais. Ish, teringin la, sorry la ek.
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Oh ye, aku cuti selama 14 hari sempena meraikan kontrak aku nak kena renew akhir bulan 4 ni, so nak habiskan cuti punya pasal, aku cuti 14 hari terussss. Ye la kan, kalau aku tak cuti bukan dapat duit pun ganti cuti yang berbaki tu.. banyak projek dengan bff aku nih, ish ish seronoknye! ok bye.

My Handsome Brother

ehehe... Tajuk tak menahan tuu.. Tiada sebarang unsur bodekan ye...

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Entry ni khas untuk abang saye, bukan abang cik abang, tapi abang kandung, satu-satunya abang saya dunia akhirat.. Rasenye tak pernah lagi buat entry untuk dia, eheh, hampeh punye adik =p
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Our age gap is 4 years. Agak jauh kot untuk anak sulong & anak kedua kan, tapi itu tak bermakna apa-apa sebab kami dua-dua nampak muda remaja. Hehehe...
I'm dedicating this entry as a congratulatory entry, untuk abg long, tahniah sebab dah capai cita-cita abg long dari kecik... To be a pilot.. Memang dah lebih 10 tahun jadi pilot, he started when he was 19 or 20 years old rasanye but last friday was his biggest achievement, dia dah jadi captain with MAS. Alhamdulillah... So korang dah boleh teka umur die ekk, hehe... Masih bujang trang tang tang tapi dah tak available =p
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A simple ceremony held in MAS office for the parents to patch on the epaulette.

The proud parents =)
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Sejak aku mula ada memori, aku tak pernah ingat cita-cita abang aku selain nak jadi pilot. Dari kecik sampai ke besar, memang hanya itu cita-cita die. Tapi tak tau la kan kot die pernah berangan nak jadi polis ke, nak jadi askar ke,penyanyi ke (sebab suara die sedap), tapi seingat aku, abg long ni memang nak sangat jadi pilot.
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Dulu time kecik2, abah selalu bawak abg long ke Subang Airport every weekend. Korang tau tak restoran seafood kat subang airport yang ada kepala aeroplane tu kan, haaa kat situ kan depan runaway airport, boleh tengok aeroplane take off & landing.. So abang aku memang akan tercongak tunggu aeroplane datang & pergi sampai die puas hati or sampai kitorang yg kecik-kecik lagi ni menangis dalam van sebab bosan, haha.. =p Even kalau hujan pun, abah akan bawak abg long tengok sambil berpayung...
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Pastu abah akan selalu bawak abg long fly gi mane-mane, kenalkan abg long dgn kawan-kawan pilot abah, pastu akan bawak abg long ke LIMA kat Langkawi.. Even bila abg long dah masuk flying academy kat Melaka tu, abah & mak akan jadi pengunjung setia every weekend untuk bagi semangat kat anak sulong diorang tu... Memang besar pengorbanan mak abah, esp wang ringgit, ye la kan, nak belajar jadi pilot bukan murah tapi itu lah, sebab minat yang teramat sangat, semua tolak tepi, janji anak jadi orang & bukan jadi beruang. =p
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So alhamdulillah, after 10 years of flying around the globe as first officer, now you are the commander. Ha, ayat naik semangat perang gituuuu. We are so proud of you! Walaupun abg long memang dari dulu dah jadi komando kat kami adik beradik, siap ala2 diktator, hehe, tapi kami tau abg long sayang Y & adik2... Pengorbanan abg long utk family kita memang takkan terbalas sampai bila-bila.. (so, halalkan je la ek, hahahah).
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Ok, siries ni, budi & jasa abg long kat Y & adik2 esp in our studies sangat lah tak ternilai... Doa Y setiap hari agar Y dapat balas budi baik & jasa abah, mak & abg long... Bagi orang lain mungkin hanya pengorbanan parents, tapi bagi Y, jasa abg long adalah sama besar & ertinya dengan mak & abah... Y minta maaf bagi pihak adik2 & Y sendiri, andai kami terlalu banyak menyusahkan abg long & peningkan kepala abg long selama ni...
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Thank you so much sebab sponsor kami adik beradik macam-macam, and from me personally, thank you sebab belanja besar utk my engagement & nikah ceremony, tak lama lagi dapat anak sedara pulak ekk, hehe...
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On my engagement day. OP nak amik gambar i ye, tapi tengok sape sengeh lebih, hehe..
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You are the best brother ever & thank you so much for everything... Semoga Allah berkati hidup abg long, semoga jodoh abg long & tasha diikat cepat-cepat & semoga Allah psermudahkan perjalanan hidup abg long hingga ke akhir hayat, insyallah... Lots of love!
You are our idol & insyallah we'll be as good & as cool as you do one day...
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Yang sebelah kanan tu adik baru ye long, jangan lupe lak. Hehehe.. =p

Ugghhh!

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I love my job, seriously, i do. It makes me happy & it feels like i'm giving something good to the public, specifically in the line of criminal justice.
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As cliche as it may be, when you are working as a public servant, you are subjected to many rules & regulations, and I have no problem whatsoever in complying to those rules & directions.
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AND, as cliche as it may be too, when you are working as a public servant, you have to face the typical surrounding. Cronies, groups, back stabbing, nosy colleagues & the list goes on, and again, I'm okay with it, as long as I take no part in any of it.
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But then again, two years in the service has done me good, and bad too. I love my work place, walaupun sangat antik & tiada office sendiri, hanya di dalam sebuah 'kontena' tapi seriously, that is the least of my concern. I have good people around me (people, not colleagues), good & wise much much older people that always remind me of how simple you can create your life, but still be happy.
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Just because I rarely joined the other group, I got myself ostracized by them. Owh, saya sangat tak kesah pun sebenarnya. Really, I don't mind at all. I still greet & wish them if I bumped into any of them. The real thing is, i'm thankful. I got to do my work without worrying much on siapa lagi hebat hari ini. When one of them, lets say, 'X' is not around that day, the others will talk bad profusely about 'X'. When 'X' is around the next day; "owh, we miss you 'X', are you okay today?". You got me?
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And as a girl who is raised in a family that put intelligence & common sense as vital values, sometimes I feel pity for those people. Do they have goals in their lives? What do they get by talking bad about others? How do they feel when they are making their ways (mind you, they'll do it one way or another) to outshine their own contemporary/ies?
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I have no problem at all in helping any of them doing their part in the court when they are not around & I NEVER complained even once or making it as a big deal like they did. Once, I was totally sick (suspected dengue & bronchitis) and I was on medical leave for few days, they refused to cover me up and I have to come all the way from my bff's house (my parents were away for umrah), shivering the hell out of me, sweating because of the cold & one of them was very rude towards my bff, screaming to let my bff know that I have to come because it's my case & so I have to do it. And yes, I almost passed out at the stairs.
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I even did a case which was initially not done by me when my colleague was away on leave, even when she mentioned nothing about it, and didn't ask my help to finish off the case but because the magistrate wanted to have it done, I helped, without even the slightest irritation. Well, if only I was told earlier, then I could have done better I guess, that's all.
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Those who read my blog for the past years, you never came across this stories because like I said, I didn't mind at all for whatever that happened during my last 2 years, work wise. I took it all in a good way, positive way. But now, I had enough. I'm a human, remember? =) And I think 2 years are long enough for someone to endure lots of craps.
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I always regard myself as a junior officer & I respect the others especially the seniors by NOT being nosy and keep myself off the radar, AT ALL TIMES. All I want to do is my job, enjoying it (and I do) and at the end of every month, I can have my pay, that's all.
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I want to be an experienced prosecutor but I guess the journey will end very soon. I'm frustrated & being here will take me to no where. And I'm surprised how horrible people can be. At one time, she'll talk nicely to you & very polite. The next thing, she'll stab you & being rude.
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Ughh, seriously, I need no more drama. So lets update your resume peeps. =)

16 Weeks Check Up

I went for my 16 weeks check up today. It's 15 weeks ++ actually, but doctor said give a day or two, so 16 weeks it is. Yeay, dah 4 months, 5 more months to go, insyallah.
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My appointment was at 9am. I reached DEMC around 8.45am. The nurse asked me to go to the lab for the blood test & later the urine test. Alhamdulillah urine is clear from sugar & protein, and the blood is also okay & banyak bak kate doctor. There is no more infection as two weeks ago, and so another huge lega for me.
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Went in, the lovely doctor mazita asked few things & she mentioned about my weight, I gained only 500g since a month ago & she said I have to put on at least 1kg. Tapi since I was not quite well with the viral fever & flu & the irritating cough for the past 2 weeks & thanks to the bile-nak-habis morning sickness, she says it's okay but try to eat more after this. Insyallah. Senang je direction doctor : EAT MORE! i love the direction so much lah. =p And owh, blood pressure pun okay, alhamdulillah.
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BABY'S PROGRESS :
1) Baby now is at my left side (kalau ikut ultrasound image). Last month the head was at the right side but today dah kat kiri dah. Doc cakap because baby's still small & the womb right now quite spacious, baby's enjoying it. Pusing-pusing & guling-guling. So baby, enjoy while you still can ye, nanti dah besar & sempit, you'll start punching & kicking me from inside. Eheh.
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2) Baby's right hand : Tadi tengah garu-garu kepala. Haha. Dalam perut pun ada masalah negara ke syg? And then baby shows the right hand, nampak very clear the palm. =) Doctor said "cantiknya tangan die" few times, I don't know how to see if the hands cantik or not but since she said it, it makes me smile.
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3) Baby's left hand : Ohhhh myyyy, tadi dok letak tangan atas kepala lagi. Sekejap-sekejap garu kepala, pastu opens & closes the fist, tapi most of the time letak tangan atas kepala mcm tengah relax tepi pantai. Clearly, this is not a coincidence, as last month baby did the same also. This is sooo macam bapak die tengah rest or tido. =p
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4) Baby's legs : Tengah relax ye, twirling ke atas, macam orang tengah crossing legs. Doctor cakap die memang tengah rest but not sleeping. Like I said, macam tengah relax tepi pantai. Hehe..
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5) Baby's position just now melengkung macam anak bulan, so doctor payah nak cari spine die. But the abdomen is clear, membukit ko, eheh. The baby's head & abdomen circumference were taken to measure the rough weight. Baby is now 138g. Healthy baby ehh.
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6) Doc showed the baby's mouth. Tengah bukak tutup mcm anak burung. Hehe. Doc explained that at this stage, baby will swallow the amniotic fluid few times in a day, a form of breathing exersice actually, to slowly strengthen the lung's function.
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7) EDD : 22nd August. But still to early to confirm kan, so doctor cakap we'll stick to it as for now.
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8) Baby's heartbeat, alhamdulillah, laju & normal for a foetus at this stage.
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Hmm... tu je kot for my 16 weeks check up.
Doctor prescribed me calcium supplement & further prescribed me the multivit, Pramilet, since yg dah ada ni dah nak habis.
Next check up, doctor said lets pray & hope we can see if our baby is a boy or a girl. ^____^
Insyallah..

Sanggup Tak Kita...?

Kalau kita tengok American Idol Season 10 yg baru ni, ramai yang tau pasal Chris Medina ni kan.. Die tak dapat masuk Top 24, die cuma sampai final stage before top 24 tu...
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Tapi yg buat die ni special sbb die ni baik sgt... sgt2 baik... Die ada tunang... Lepas die proposed & engaged for a while, tunang die accident, & sekarang on a wheelchair, lumpuh klau tak silap, & dah tak boleh bercakap & ade brain damaged... Tapi chris ni sayang sgt sgt kat tunang die... Kalau die cakap pasal tunang die, mesti die nangis, & nampak sgt die ikhlas syg kat tunang die, walaupun tunang die jadi mcm tu...
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Lepas die keluar dari final audition stage AI tu, terus die dapat offer utk rakam single ni... Dengarlah, memang menitis air mata...Simple words, tapi datang dari hati...
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Bukan nak agungkan karya barat ke ape ke, tapi cuma terdetik dalam hati, sanggup tak kite berkorban mcm tu & setia di sisi partner kite atau orang yg kite sayang, andai sesuatu terjadi ke atasnya....? nauzubillah... mohon dijauhkan....
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Atau lebih sedih lagi..... adakah insan yang kita cinta, yg kita syg, akan setia bersama kita, andai diri kita sendiri yg ditimpa dugaan hebat mcm tunang Chris tu.....?
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Will you be there syg....?

Saya Happy Di Hari Jumaat

Semalam kan Jumaat kan, so selaku penjawat awam,memang hari yg dinanti2kan, sebabnye, sume dah tau kan, lunch break adelah melampau panjangnye, eheh, 12.15 sampaiiii 2.45pm. Pastu pulak semalam tuan majistret aku yg baik hati tu tangguh kes aku petang pukul 3, so memang sharp 12.15 berdesup aku start enjin kete menghala ke Jusco Bukit Tinggi. ehehe.
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Dah lameeeee tak shopping sorang2, and semalam aku rase aku sangat2 memerlukan my own quality time, dating dgn diri sendiri, ala2 terapi gitu.. Takde masalah ape pun, cuma rase tak best nak ajak sape2 tibe2, tambah2 lagi org kt ofce kan, tak best lah, tak best... Biasenye hari jumaat aku lepak kat ofce je, buat keje lebih kurang & tidur, yg lain sume keluar, pegi makan pastu shopping bagi kaum Hawa & solat jumaat bagi kaum Adam.
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Jusco Bukit Tinggi ni dekat je dgn court, klau drive tak sampai 15 minit, tapi klau traffic jam memang sesak gak lah, esp bile dah depan hospital besar Klang (HTAR), ko rase mcm nak patah balik je.. Ade lagi satu Jusco kat Bukit Raja, lagiii dekat tapi kecik je, tak besar mcm kat Bukit Tinggi..
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Inilah hasil tangkapan aku semalam, rase seronok sgt, ehehe.. Walaupun beli biase2 je, tapi sgt best sbb dah namenye shopping kannnn, ko beli chewing gum pun rase seronokkkk! =p
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Aku beli 8 mangkuk & 8 sudu utk mak aku.. Tiap kali die masak sup or tomyam, die akan cakap "patutnye kite beli mangkuk yg kecik2 tu kan? senang nak makan sup-sup mcm ni". Aku akan dengar ayat yg same sejak beberapa tahun yg lepas, ehehe, tapi x di beli2 jugak, sbb selaluuu lupe, time nak makan tu lah baru teringat.. Yg ade pun dah pecah berderai, selalu sbb kucing aku selalu menyebok time org basuh pinggan, habis die langgar sume... ok, salah kucing sebenarnye =p So semalam aku beli kat jusco, beli yg murah2 je sebab confirm kucing aku langgar lagi lepas ni, hehe.. mangkuk tu rm7.90 satu, sudu tu rm4.50 satu. Mak aku sokaaaa=)
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Dua novel dari dua fevret author aku.. Yg buku petua selamat bersalin tu pulak aku beli sehari sebelum tu kat Mph Subang Parade bile aku kuar dgn bff aku, aishah.. Murah sbb Mph ade sale, rm17.60.. Yg dua novel tu kat Popular Jusco Bkt Tinggi, yg JA rm32.90, yg JP rm34.90..
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Tiga pasang flats; satu pointed & dua pumps dari Padini concept store. Aku beli vincci. Dari hari khamis aku pusing subang parade nak cari flats.. Masuk HP, gi parkson sume tapi xde yg berkenan... Selalunya aku gi mane2 pakai selipar biase je tapi sebab nak elak kaki dari kembang secara extreme & utk keselamatan, aku cari flats... Yg jadi priority sebenarnye nak cari kasut keje, so sbb aku keje kat court, nak cari flats warna hitam nak ganti heels hitam.. So dah jumpe semalam :
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Yg sebelah kiri tu masuk kotak dulu, nanti lepas bersalin pakai balik, eheh.. so utk 5+ bulan yg akan datang, pakai yg sebelah kanan tu.. Heels tu xde la tinggi mane pun, tapi sebab bile jalan kes aku kene berdiri dlm court kan, sekarang baru terasa, lenguh la jugak.. Pastu kalau nak naik turun tangga rase mcm bahaye jugak.. Kalau yg tau mcm mane bangunan court kat klang tuh,tau la ape mksud aku.. sadis woo..
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Getah rambut. Banyak kan? Hehe.. Ade cerita di sebalik getah rambut ni =p. Camni, padini concept store tuh buat promotion, klau beli item rm50 ke atas, dapat rebate rm10.. Klau beli item rm100 ke atas lak, dapat rebate rm20.. So salesgirl yg baik hati tu ajar aku mcm mane nak untung.. Nak dijadikan cerita kasut2 tu harga die rm49.90 sepasang...tak cukup seposen.. So amoi tu bgtau aku, amik getah rambut tu sebab tu barang paling murah, rm 3, pastu die akan buat 2 invoice..
1st Invoice : 1 pasang kasut + getah rambut rm3, jadi rm52.90 tolak rebate rm10 = rm42.90.
2nd invoice : 2 pasang kasut + getah rambut rm 3, jadi rm102.80 tolak rebate rm20 =rm 82.80
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Sooo..klau aku beli 3 psang kasut tanpa rebate2 sume ni, aku akan byar rm149.70, end up aku bayar rm125.70... kan dah untung rm22 tu, hehe... Bagus betol amoi tu, die nak rugikan boss die agaknye =p
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So sekarang sape nak getah rambut free, bgtau la aku, aku ade 40 urat getah rambut sekrang, makcik kayo jap, hehe...
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Aku sgt happy dgn aktiviti aku smalam, walaupun laki aku cuma tergelak nervous waktu aku bgtau die aku gi shopping, tapi aku tau die redho... hehe... ^____^

Pesan Seorang Suami...

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" Syg abang... abang nak bgtau syg, abg happy sgt2 dapat spend masa texting & mms-ing dgn syg hampir 2 minggu ni... Abg seronok dpt sms syg, tgk gambar2 syg, & dengar suara isteri abg ni... Nanti dah start belayar, abg mesti rindu nak sms & mms syg... Biasa la kan syg... rasa rindu abg kt syg tu kuat sgt...
Tapi abg akan tabahkan hati, abg akan kuatkan semangat untuk kita satu family... especially utk baby papa yg tengah comel-comel dalam perut mama die tu =)
Syg jaga makan, jaga minum, jaga diri k... Hati-hati bila drive, hati-hati naik turun tangga... Abg sentiasa doakan keselamatan isteri abg & baby papa...
Syg kalau ada apa-apa berita nanti info2 kat abg tau... Paling penting kalau dah tau gender baby bile gi check up nanti syg emel abg k, abg tunggu!!!
Abg syg kt syg, abg syg kt baby kita sgt2, amat2, paling2, gile2, I rily love u both so so much!
Lastly, my dear wife, jgn bosan tunggu abg balik ye syg... "
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Ugh, mana saye bosan!
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Itu pesan seorang suami melalui SMS nye tadi, & i quote word by word..... Setelah hampir 2 minggu seri bakti anchor di Egypt waters berhampiran port di Idku, malam ni kapal mula belayar ke Savannah, USA... Almost sebulan perjalanan... lama tu... hnya emel & satellite phone yg tak penah murah tu jadi penghubung...
Hmmmm....
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Safe voyage syg, always be happy =)
Love.